byebye 2009,

is it me, or time flies like a rocket around here? scary.

well 2009, is probably a good year. i mean there was a LOT of changes. as in no more school and all. im a friggin grown-up if you think about it. i used to be scared a lot. im still am. you know when you're still in school, you wish you can get out of there? go to class with preety clothes and not those yucky uniform. go out during night time just to hang out with your friends. no more "you have to stay home and study all the time" kind of thing right?

i think im okay now. i dont really ask money from my parents. i worked for it before, i have my savings and i have my scholar money. so all i have to do is manage tht little amount of money. and then, i lived in a hostel. which was scary at first. im used to being in a house, where everything is taken care by mom. now i have to clean my own room *gasps*

2009 did a lot for me. i guess i have to go through 2010 now. idk how hectic it could be or not. but yeah, hello 2010, byebye 2009 :')

hair,

hello 2010, this is my new hair :)

died from excitement,

a hairstylist make news today. a hairstylist in johor*i think* died from excitement in a sex game. orgasm much i guess? so the moral here, dont have sex, if you cant handle the orgasm you're going to get.

or,

dont fall in love. people love the feeling of in love. but there's a hate too. when you love someone so much, you tend to be lovey dovey, extra sensitive and downright emo. so yeah. dont fall in love. or you'll be a loser with capital L and cries a lot. blegh . you dont want tht now dont you?

kankei nai ne? eitooo, gome ne. itsumo hen na koto o iu watashi des. dakara, ki o shinai de kudasai.

friends,

i miss you guys. malinicamiyanajiblilynadia etc.

nk keluar ngn korg. but i knw. bad timing. korg tgh exam :(

koizora,

.

koizora,

just finsihed watching koizora. it actually means sky of love. if translated. aaa. the ending is so sad. ok, basically the whole movie is sad. but must watch, comel sgt cte die.

oh, dh holiday skrang. one week holiday. but shukudai mcm a year holiday. grrr. kerja byk sgt. how in the world am i going to catch up with my social life now :(

starbucks in a can,

frm jap, a small can of starbucks will cost u rm8.90,

frm korea, a bigger can thn the jap's one will cost u rm7.90.

why is there a price diff? you tell me. i have no idea -.-

other thn that, my life is preety much the usuals. oh i bumped into one of my ex kt tesco. but x sedar pun tu die until my sister told me. nasib x sedar. dlm byk2 ex. i dont like him. cause he dont like me. simple as that. and then. i bought 6 egg tarts. ltak kt 1st floor. the next morning. missing one tart. there's a food theif here. apparently you can put your phone, laptop, ds, or wthsoever. no one will steal it. but if you put foods ther. say bye2 to it. sad.

oh, and i just found out about this new anime. its called rapeman. this guy is a teacher by day, and a superhero by night. he will get justice by raping girls. who cheat and break guy's heart. raping to save the day? eito. chotto ne.

rapeman, heng na superhero

6 months,

no im not pregnant for 6 months. no, i did not have sex. and no, im not counting the time that passes by.

im counting the time that dan and me are one official couple. haha. before the date byk sgt problem. tu lah kan manusia. gatal2 cari problem. pe nk buat. dh nama pun manusia. shizeng no koto des yo. which is a natural thing. anyway. yeah. dh 6 bulan. plg lama so far i ngn together ngn a guy. minus zaman percintaan monyet di kala waktu skola du. so yeah plg lama.

danny ni kan. i dnt knw how to describe my feelings fr him. sometime i wanna kill him. but sometimes i just want to give him kisses the whole time. he's like adoroble and cute in his own way. maybe die not the pretty boy type la. more the geeky type. tp nta. smthg about him attracts me. and he cares about me. the smallest detail i told him to my face reactions, he can tell what am i going to say. and remembers it well. seriously, if i nk argue ngn die bout wht i rasa i x pnah ckp, he go on and told me wht clothes i wore on tht day. super sweet. ok la. he's not perfect. of course ada gaduh. x gaduh mcm bengong la kn. x normal. saya normal dn hubungan sy dgn manusia sihat. mcm buat iklan kesihatan plak -.- anyway, pendek kata, i love you baby. happy halfyear anni ! :*

meh nk berstory skit. sape nk dgr? well, in this case, sape nk baca?

6 months ago, everyone here (JPA students) is pratically against the way we date. to us, mmg like a normal thing to hold hands and stuff. its a sin i know. bt the way dieorg tgk kteorg dulu mcm like kteorg ni having sex kt public jek. seriously smeorg bising and ckp jgn tman sampai bilik. padahal dieorg tatau sampai lif jek dulu. sampai floor. dh buhbye. soredake yo. tp x. nk jgak mengumpat blakang. skrang ni, couples tumbuh mcm cendawan. and yg i tgk, yg alim2 yg bising dulu tu. sme seperti berpegangan tgn dn sbgnye. i dont hate you guys. i just hate hypocrisy jek. sooo, lain kali, before anyone who want to give me usrah, think about urself first eh. jgn sembarang nk bg usrah couple tu haram, kalau kamu sendiri akn melakukannye. sorry, kalau korg baca dn terasa. my blog. i write whatever i want. hate me for saying the truth? hate yourself.

other than that, drumroll please.

bamababmababambam...........

i passs my first chukyuu test! susah gle. ramai gle x lulus. itu pun pass sepi2 jek. like passing mark 80. i nye marks 80. nasib kn? alhamdulillah :)

markah geog test pun mcm tu. sepi2. slh lg 2 soalan cnfirm kena repeat. nasib x la. i got mixed up with my oceans. go figure. aida and map, dont go together. they do not belong in one sentence. sounds weird, aida and map. haha.

ok la, tata. pnat type. nk mandi plak kjap lg.

he's the guy in the dark blue. you should wear baju melayu more often.

i love you babe, happy halfanni :)

hoshi sensei,

hello there old friend. i rarely have the chance to write in here. well, korg might complain about your work yg never ending tu. tp bersyukurla korg at least de life nk online and post stuff. lately mmg sgt buzy. 24 hours is not enough. seriously. i got back frm class is already 6 pm. makan mandi sme boleh la nk sampai kul 8. and then kena buat never ending hw and study lg untuk the next day. sampai la nk tidur. itupn tidur ltak kertas kaji tepi katil. sedih kn? nk buat canne. this is the road i chose, so, this is what i have to go through.

anyway, the main reason im writing right now is fr my beloved sensei.

the guy in the pic is my sensei. toru hoshi. bt kteorg pgl die hoshi sensei. his name means star in jap. cg ni sgt la handsome even dh tua, seriously. and he is like so adorable and nice. but sadly, he is leaving the school. zanneng ne. he is like my fav teacher la kot! since this is nt the first teacher who just stop otw, we're better prepared ths time. bt i cant stop the tears nyway.

so the reason he is leaving us, because his wife is a sensei in malaysia also but with a contract. so the contact ended. and he have to make a choice to go back to japan with the family or stay here in malaysia teaching us. mochiron la die blk jepun kn.

hmm, sensei ni kalau masuk klas. his line is always the same. "kyou wa nan getsu nan nichi nanyobi deska. tenki wa?" to our nichoku san. *translate: today is what mon, what date, what day. and the weather* i usually drag the moment i jd nichoku san and have to answer the ques. im going to miss it now. sigh. and he is class is interesting when he is explaining smthg. i love his explanation. sbb cm funny gle. like kalau cg lain takkn explain mcm die explain. sng kata. best la. benda yg xde kena mengena pun die ajar. sgt comel. and die sgt baik. so far die x pnah marah org. bila tidur ke, buat kerja lain ke dlm klas die (me). sgt baik. tp dh teramik advantage of him plak da. gome ne sensei? and thn he slalu layan i. sbb i slalu layan die. and his shirt is never ironed. and he always wear the same time. a fish tie. he's like so simple. i dh rindu die dh. today is the last day he's working. byk amik gambar. bt right now its not with me. nnt ble dpt, ltak kt sini. promise.

other thn that, nothing huge happened tht is worth writing here. i went to a camp. blabla3.

oh oh oh.

and i bought a nintendo ds. hee. fr study purpose. serious. act as a dictionary. the game is just the benefits. so im addicted to it. danny bought the same colour too. hee

and this is how it begins,

Im bored. Still cant be connected to internet : ( sad. Anyway, baru sedar. I never wrote here about my bf. I mean how it happened and all. Usually, I would. But at that time, I wanna keep it a hush hush? Maybe. Wasurechatta -.-” you are probably saying something like spare me details, eh? My blog, I’ll write what I want . Rase meluat nk bacac xyah baca. Ne? : P

It all started during the first time I went to ibt. Where all budak jpa kena kumpul. Being so lost, I looked around and kinda dissapointed that the guys are so not good looking. Seriously. So, as I went into the building, I saw him. Standing around the corner wth his dad and mom. My dad shook his dad’s hand and all. But smthg about him catched my eyes. Kinda eager to know him. Time tu, igtkn die chinese. Shocked sbb semua kt situ melayu, sesat cina plak -.-

So first day of class, somehow I was quite happy tht he took the same course. Hee. So same class. And everyone was introducing themselves, I found out his name is danny. Then during lunch break, terkejut tgk he masuk surau. I remember saying to my friend, eh die smbahyang. Melayu rupenye. Haha. But he was loud. Dgn his new friends. Like so loud. Kinda annoyed at first. Siap tegur lg dieorg . And tht time busy ngn jokes about maria. So in class pun loud. Annoyed.

Danny ni jenis suka duduk kt study hall, when everyone else lpas class tidur. Interesting. So, one day tu, aween and I nk g nearest cc. sbb we cant live wthout fb! Aha. Tp nk ltak brg kt study hall. Aween takut brg kena curi, so instead kteorg suruh danny tu jaga, sbb he was the only one there. Then off we go. Otw there, yum call ckp nk pinjam buku. So I ask her to take my book frm danny. Blk frm cc, tgk2 danny xde. And to found out yum took my book only, panic. Aween syg her notebook. So we went up and down looking fr danny’s number. Dpt his friend nye number, roy. So call roy nk dpt danny’s. tp call die , no answer. Aween risau, so I ask roy to go check danny’s room or smthg. In the end, dpt jgak buku aween. He handed it to me. Frm there, I kept his number : )

So, as day went by, makin lama makin rapat ngn die. Sometimes, I even ajak die blaja sama. And sometimes, I turun sorg, hoping to have a glimpse of him. Crazy right? But I was kinda stupid then. I mean mcm, benda sng, but asyik kena repeat test. Dh la tht time, my current bf menghilang. Sgt tension. So one day, in the bus. I just sat there, next to aween, and cried. Alone. He was sitting behind me. Aween told him. So, masa dh sampai, I just went to the study hall. Not talking to anyone. And started doing my homework. Bingit sgt sbb im stupid to repeat the tests. I cried again. He sat there next to me. Keep asking wether im ok or not. I told him, im ok. Obviously im not. At one time tu, he pgg my hands and say, are you ok? At tht time. Somehow the time mcm stop. Then he let go. Lpas tu, he type stuff on his phone. Comel gle like im right here if you neef me with a smiley. Hee. Then, that night, I went to the subway with him. We talk and talk. I think I fell in love with him then.

And on one fine day, I was cleaning my room fr the very first time. Pinjam mop aween bg. Then, br nk start mop, dpt a msg frm danny ckp he have smthg to tell me. And he told me he likes me. I was like shrieking, jumping up and down, lari g blik aween and show her the sms. So I was running back and forth, sampai kena locked outside, twice. Anyway, seriously happy on tht day, then we went fr dinner ramai2. We act as if nthg happened. And then blk study hall, baca cleo together. Adorable. I like tht time.

But then, awl2 tu cm de problem. He had a gf. I had a bf. A missing one though. So always de problem, sbb he cant seem to break up with her. But keep telling me tht he loved me. Mcm, sakit hati la jgak. Tht one day I let him go. Like they say, if you love someone, you let them go. And if they return thn they’re yours. He came back. And we get together again. He broke up with his gf. And me with mine. But, mcm tht gf of his was still there though. Annoying. Quite kejam kn I? oh well. Anyway, sampai one day tu I bingit I naik my room. Then, he try to put a smile on my face. He was like, eh, tshirt american idol. Funny. There I was bingit kt die, due cme nk cte about my shirt -.-

Anyway, on one fine night, he asked me to be his gf. And tht was tht. Im his. And forever would be : )

holiday,

Waaa, hisahiburi deshou ne.

Tsktsk, sad. The modem do know how to pick the right time to stop functioning. Just when I have two weeks of holiday. I need to be connected with my facebook and blog! Aaaa! Bored . Bored. Bored. Sometimes, I get so bored that I do my homework. Almost done. Tinggal maths skit lg. and some nihonggo pnye ques tht I decided im too lazy to ans. Anyway bfore holiday dh berazam, tht I would study all my kanji and bungpo. But harapan tgl harapan.

Anyway, before cuti , I organized like a small party fr the class. As I wrote bfre, we aint in the same class anymore L so I bought kfc and other stuff with cakes. Even our class teacher is there, nishio sensei. Oh, on that day nishio nangis. While giving out the results. Our results must be tht bad, huh? She told us, if we work hard, we can do it. We can excel. She said, we don’t know when we’ll die. Maybe another 60 years perhaps? We only have to suffer for a year or so. And if we didn’t do our best. We’ll regret it our whole lives. True. The scary thing was. She never cries. I mean she do ths, im going to eat you up alive if you don’t pass up the hw, but she’s a good teacher. Im lucky she is still teaching me though.

Soooo,

During the holiday. What do I do eh? I spent countless hours in front of my laptop watching jap drama. Yes, I got the dell people to come and fix my laptop. Quite frustrating talking to the customer service’s operator though. A whloe lot of you do this and that. But nthg worked. So they came. Complicated. And I thought you only change the cd- rom -.-

Anyway, tgk cerita HERO. Ok, drama ni sgt la lama sgt. I have to admit. The only reason im watching it cause im practicing my listening skills. Which I obvously suck. Boleh faham la. Amazingly. Cme byk sgt gne bahasa polite, which I don’t really memorize. Anyway. Hero best. Sad. But funny. The guy is hot. Haha. Then I watch chikoku shoujyo. Translated, girl from hell. I don’t even need the subtitle. Lg boleh faham. Cte die menarik. I mean, would you do your revenge, drop the person you hate the most in hell? Even, if tht means, you yourself going to hell, etenarly after you die if you do so? They did. Baka jyanai ka? I dnt think someone would do tht. But, hey, we’re living in a cruel world. Sou ne? anyway, learn a new sentence. Chikoku ni ochiru. Drop in hell.

The days im not watching dvd, im out. Most of the time. Like Sunday and Monday, both days keluar ngn danny. He went bck to johor Tuesday, so mcm nk lpas rindu la. I love you so much. Seriously. Missing you like crazy, daniel arief. Anyway, he bwk I g mkn ikea. For the very first time I ate at the café. Sbb usually I mkn yg hot dog kt bwh tu jek. Sedappp sgt. And like so cheap. Best. We sat at ikea fr an hour or so, talking. And pretending as if we’re a married couple. Crazy right, love?

Wednesday tu plak, keluar ngn nad and zaim. Nad bwk g uitm die. Sgt menarik. And then khamis, I went to the dentist. Im missing a tooth now, and no I did nt get a fight with anyone. So stop with the ques -.- then on Saturday, went our dgn miya and ica. We’re supposed to go to the flynivessary tp x jd. Tgh tunggu ica do her stuff, terjumpa aiman, acap and izzat. Yupp, tht izzat. Shhh. Bt the secret is. We’re friends now. Anyway, we talk and talk and talk. Then dieorg blk, sambung shopping. Miya introduce me to a new shop. Recommended. The clothes are just sooo preety and cheap! Thanks miya J bought the dress that I always wanted, sigh.

So thts a week of holiday, compressed in this very post. Ade another week to enjoy my butt off before sambung jd zombie kerajaan. Haiyoo. I’ll update again. Muri dewa nai. Seikou mo dekinai shi. Kawaiso ne? anyway, I miss you, daniel arief L

jgn tembak witch,

woohoo, hari ni habis test. and officially im done with the language. here comes, history and geog. in japanese. i know. you guys are lucky you can do yours in english. anyway, they said we're supposed to be at the same level with form 2 students in japan. maybe.

hmm, pe dh blaja 6 bulan ni. i learn that. people change. a lot. some perangai menyampah tu sempat muncul. and compared to dulu. x rapat sgt ngn dieorg ni. but when i get to know them. baik jgak la. i mean, though dieorg alim2. tp dieorg at the same time boleh layan kepala la jgak. i mean in away, they dont stressed out on being alim like 24/7. though, they cant help it sometimes. oh, and i learn a lot about the language. obviously la kan. kalau x blaja mmg sengaja la kn. and smlam, i just found out. kt jepun mmg wujud tpt yg bernama hitachi dgn toyota. seriously. im not lying. you guys can look it up dkat japan nye map.

anyway, i finished my test today with listening test. sucks like hell. x paham a thing die ckp on radio. main colour jek bulat2 tu. mcm menarik. hahaha. abis awl so blk around 1230. bas kosong sebab ramai g mid dn merata tpt lagi. mmg best sgt.

*dh lama tulis tp malas nk update. so. nnt jek la ble rajin update psl post ni*

ntah pape, i tau.

wht i do before i sleep,

friday is today. today is friday. yokatta :)

*jumping up and down*

finally. rasa cm skjap. sbb lg 9 hari my teiki exam. grr.

anyway, today lunch dgn shida, aween, faru and ira. kteorg g spaghetti grill tu.

lama x g situ. sgt menarik dn sedap during lunch .

so borak la ngn shida. rupanye we're more alike then we think we are.

sbb, mase tidur we have a few scares.

1. if i tidur, if panas ke sejuk ke pe ke. in any condition pun. must must use the blanket. cover the legs at least. sbb takut ade benda main ngn kaki u.

2. tingkap ngn langsir kena tutup rapat. jgn bg npk space pun. takut npk pape yg x ptt kt luar.

3. kerusi masuk dlm meja. nnt setan duduk tgk u tidur.

4. tidur jgn facing dinding. sbb takut de pape kt blakang u. nnt u x npk lg u takut.

5. almari tu pun kena tutup rapat. nnt asyik igt de benda dlm tu .

i know. it is very sad tht people like us still exist. kesiankn?

haish pe nak buat. shizeng dakara ne. mmm.

anyway, mlm ni de movie night. 3 movie straight. i love you beth cooper, finally dpt tgk!

haha

challo bette, nk mandi . tata

maybe everyone get their period today,

sbb tu semua org pms nk moody kot .

today is a very ugh day.

dh la hari ni kena bertugas. i know . lame. im supposed to be in college. tp still kena bertugas -.-

anyway,

hari ni de org dlm klas tu mcm x puas hati ngn i.

my job supposed to bg blk hw yg dh kena mark. so mcm berterabur la kn.

so i susun la the papers n nk bg ikut row.

pastu i pass this girl yg duduk plg dpan suruh pass ke blakang. die dh nk bg tu. tp dgn bggnye. die pusing blk with the papers ckp not fair utk org lain. i tanye kenapa x fair. die ckp x fair.

like hello minah.

blakang kau jek. org lain x kisah pun. dh ckp tlg each other. org lain bertugas pun aku tolong jgak wyh. xdelah selfish mcmtu skali.

pastu die conteng blackboard pastu xnk padam. die ckp its my job. padahal die yg conteng. pandai padam la wyh. thn die x puas hati ble org lain tlg i pass kn the papers. die ckp. kenapa semua org baik ngn aida ni. jadilah kejam sikit ngn die. kecoh btul.

die ckp, kt duina ni xde org nk buat baik so die pun buat la kejam kt i.

so i told her. xpe. dh biasa ngn org mcm kau.

terdiam terus. sorry la. i knw ur sensitive and might go crying kt toilet.

i dont give a damn. anymore. about anyone. dh penat melayan kerenah korg.

suka hati korg la.

buat la pe korg nk .

frm now on. aku x nk amik kisah dh.

abandoned,

terasa berzaman x bercerita pape yg menarik kt sini. slalu sgt abaikn blog kesygn ku ini. ala. mcm de org baca. hidup sy kn x begitu menarik dn sgt dramatic bg sesetengah org itu. tp tidak mengapalah. apalah yg boleh sy buat.

pelik nye tulis melayu skrang. dh lama x tulis krangan bm. sgt rindu masa2 boleh merepek 3 page penuh dgn merepek tp ayat yg reti guna. nk tulis lg karangan :(

anywayyyyy, sorry i abandoned you my precious blog. i'll try to fit updating you in my hectic but non existing life.

word of the day;

gambarisugite, shinemas.

bak kat rauf senpaiku. sono iikata wa. sukaimasen. xleh pakai nye ayat kalau g jepun. they use some other word. wht i meant to say is, terlebih berusaha, boleh mati. nk tanya cg esok betul ke x.

oh, hari ni. beli lip balm honey. menarik rasa die. sgt sedap. yummy.

today stay back sampai kul 7. bas senpai kul 7. pastu tunggu danny buat repeat utk test hari tu. oh, lupa bgtau. the other day punye test dpt no 3 dlm klas and top 10 kt situ. bangga skit :)

tp next week punye mcmane ek. mcm x boleh buat. sbb asyik tidur dlm klas. can't help it. my energy level is at a very low point. tsk tsk.

anyway, patut mandi skrang. danny dh tunggu kt bwh. and donut pun tgh tunggu.

so tata :)

*internet sini menarik. tp amari yokunai des. msn x leh masuk. mengong*

dont feed me,

nthg to update.

skrang rasa sgt mls nk update blog.

mcm xde function.

so nnt ble de mood br update btul2.

ni update pn cme nk tunggu main game kt fb tu habis loading.

anyway, happy birthday khairum mawaddah* !

:)

*classmate kt sini*

anyway, sakit perut.

esok dpt results

takut kena moichiddo.

sbb klas sblah 5 org jek mo.

tsktsk

there's a birthday cake,

first of all,

i wanna wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! woohoo. haha.

and. my dad a happy birthday too!

*yes, we do share the same birthday. some people say, the best present he ever gotten is me :)*

so this is how i celebrated it, the seconds and minutes turning 18.

played free cell, hearts, and minesweeper on the laptop sbb internet mcm ntah pape, and battery mcm low smacam, and org cina kt sblah tu tgh boremen sambil main laptop. so x brani kacau dieorg nk mintak tumpang suis.

sadly, faris was the first one to wish me. die dtg. and ckp eh dh kul 12 , dh kul 12. before die wish dh urge danny suruh ckp cpat. tp die tgh blur. so faris tu g ckp dulu. kau ni faris. aku nk danny ckp kn dulu :(

tp tape. sbb pape pun, tu somehow x dikira, sbb im counting frm the time danny wished me :)

so danny still is the first one. thanks syg :)

tp, tunggu lama2 x buat pape bosan. so i told dan dh naik dh. sbb da xde pape boleh buat. better naik. die suruh tunggu kjap. so i cm okayy. skali die hilang. so i g la toilet. blk2 die suruh pack my stuff and nk hantar i naik. but he went the opposite way. masuk ikut pintu nk g cafe. die ckp nk ckp ngn i. so dh kena drag, ikut jek la. turun tangga, there it is. something that can make me cry, shining brightly. there, on a chair.

a birthday cake. with a "DEAR AIDA, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, We love you :)" written on it.

i was kinda suprise tht they put a cake there sme. it is all so sweet. all i can do is stare at tht cake, while yelling. "ohmygod, bestnye" then the gang did a follow up. they went out and yelled "suprise!". lg la nk nangis. as sad as it sounds, i never have a suprise for my birthday. yes, this year is the first. pathetic kn? x disayangi betul. haha. anyway, when i saw them. aween, yum, hida, jimi, brownie and faris there. i mean, if its danny alone ok la jgak. ni sme ade. lg la im touched and nk nangis. you guys being there is enough fr me. so, they sang the oh-so-famous birthday song. and i blowed the candle. what did i wish for? jaa, himitsu yo :)

then we were staring at the cake fr a bit, and went to the cafe downstairs. danny brought the cake downstairs. and yg lain pgl yg lain nk mkn. danny kena marah sbb lbt sgt sampai candle cair. haha. dear dear. so i blanja the drinks on tht night, cokes jek la. so bough around 5 coke i thing. and i start cutting the cake. cake tu choc indulgence. sgt sdap :) somehow its a universal birthday cake. sme bday cake beli tu. obviously la kn. sbb choc die sgt sdap. mula2 potong nk mkn. tp danny x bg. so he take a piece after a piece. and sumbat dlm mulut i -.-

then, everyone started digging in. with spoons. haha. messy gle cake tu jd. so semua org bekerjasama (mcm wonderpets) sampai cake tu dh nk habis :) im happy tht everyone else is happy. thanks sbb mkn my bday cake tu :) then we talk and talk sampai kul 2. and seriously, i cnt stop thanking them. so mase nk naik tu, aween and hida gave me presents. hida gave me plushies (sgt comel) and aween gave me a bracelet( ok aween, mmg sgt lawa). thanks korang. and danny sent me to my floor, then he gave me my present. a necklace. sgt sgt sgt lawa. its a heart necklace. i really do love you bumble bee. thanks fr everything. aishiteiru des yo!

and thanks fr the birthday wishes through the phone. especially miya and amalin. the first 2 to txt me :)

kejap lg, nk pg sunway to actually celebrate my bday with danny, yum and izzat. i even bought a new bikini. lawa. haha :P :)

a jog a day,

a jog a day keeps the kilo's away.

and so i wish. fine. sy mmg dh kurus. im not being anorexic or anythg. bt jogging baik utk kesihatan pe :)

anyway, time puasa lg dh determined nk start jogging. at least twice or thrice a week.

yesterday, first day start :)

my collegemates pun g jogging jgak. sbb dieorg masuk marathon. tp dieorg g lari KE bangsar.

i was running dkat2 area hostel jek. so there i was, with my pink fila shirt and a long black trackpants with a blue bottle, and ipod. plg penting tu. thn, went to the ground floor to meet up with danny. skali tgk de jimmy and aina senpai. so kteorg jog together. dieorg lari laju. so dieorg cm so far away at first. i was left behind.

my idea of jogging is walking actually. not running. if i want to run i'll say i want to run. but when i say jog, i wanna walk. my bf didnt get my idea of jogging. he keep urging me to run. cause that what jogging is. ok fine la. lari skjap2 thn stop. segugut. seriously. i have a very low stamina. lari sakit sure rasa mcm org amik lembing cucuk i. so, screw running. i'll just walk. thank god, danny was being a gentleman. eventhough die a bit bingit mula2 sbb i ckp kalau die x ikut tape. i ikut jimi lari. tp ato de. ok dh. die tman i jln. so kteorg panjat la bukit bodoh tu. bukit never stop jd bukit kt situ tension.

then npk, aina and jimi slowing down. aina pun de segugut. so kteorg jln jek la. kteorg main jln jek. nta mana kteorg g pun tatau. silap2 boleh keluar highway. haha. so jln2 jumpe uia nye banking nye institut. pelik sbb kt tgh2 hutan tu. scary sgt. dinding pun tinggi gle. tp tpt tu cm scary. byk abandoned house. or big houses or big abandoned houses. tp mcm menarik tgk rumah org kaya. masa nk blk. npk this one house. sgt besar. die mcm ufo rumah die. its a circle shaped house. mcm one yg dlm simpson skali masa kakak marge get married to ths actor. besar la. and mcm lawa gle. kt bwh tu de taman ke pe nta. then kt bwh skali. a whole electric janitor kt bwh rumah die. makes you wonder how much electric dieorg gune.

rumah kt sini, melampau besar die. damansara la kn -.-

anyway, blk tu, kaki mcm nk cramp. was sweating like a pig. and the shower was too cold. tp best :)

tak sabar jogging lg next time.

till then,

aida :)

open house lily,

25 Sept,

semlm raya kt rumah lily.

baju kurung purple and kasut nose hitam yg x sempat pakai di kala hari raya.

semalam dpt pakai. yay! only to found out tht the shoes is killing me. in more ways then one. so, pg rumah lily awl. around 230. after pak cik ban blk. so my mom hantar i. since my car xde minyak and have to use gen2. so as my mom buat turn kt dpan mobile tu, the very unbalanced me, tercampak kt driver seat. hampeh btul -.-

sampai rumah lily, help her around the kitchen. potong buah jek. potong buah pun x reti. in the end bukan potong buah. potong tgn. but its not bleeding tht bad. ade scar skit. daijoubu. then miya dtg. lama x npk miya. seriously lama. rindu gle kt die. and she look so gorgeous. D tu rugi kalau x suka kt my gorgeous friend ni. she took hospility management. so die ckp kena ltak kain bwh chopping board. br tau -.-

then after dh siap2 sme, borak2 dkat dlm bilik lily while tunggu lily mandi. obviously cte about guys. and then makeup. so around 4 cmtu, keluar g amik ikhwan kt lrt kj. so while tunggu ikhwan , snap some pics in the car. lama x vain :) and then, ade this one mak cik. in brown. die tgk jek kteorg dr luar. sgt pelik itu mak cik 0,0

around 430, baru la ikhwan sampai. ikhwan ckp tayar lrt pancit. die kena tlg tukarkn. spt biasa ikhwan and his pandai answers. so, dlm kereta borak ngn ikhwan about his soon gonna be gf. he is fascinated by the fact tht ogawa ade meaning dlm jepun. so he started to say random nihong sei punya brand. random sgt -.-

then sampai rumah lily, serang the food table. lily buat bihun goreng. sdap. and karipap daging. yumyum. syg cme amik skali round jek. ikhwan amik byk round -.- so then, sambung la borak blk ngn miya and ikhwan. duduk kt couch kt hall. ikhwan x habis2 pgl my bf jepun. penat explain kt die actualy he's malay. cant remember wht we talk about. but it is such random stuff. tp gelak mcm org gle kteorg 3 -.-

lpastu. tibala malin and najib. serious berzaman x jmpe minah ni> she is so fun to hang out with and best kacau die :) malinn dh ade bf baru. woohoo! and she scores. tape malin, si jamal tu loser habis. kau dh dpt a winner. hee. we borak non stop. at this one point,

Malin : budu tu pe?

Others: kau tatau pe tu budu?

Ikhwan: budu tu malin, mentos cmpur coke *muka srious*

Malin : oh ye ke?

*burst out laughing*

malinn, kau serious priceless gle ble bab2 canni. comel gle ble malin tatau smthg. most of the time we eat and talk and laugh. oh, time open house lily npk elyas ngn alep. elyas ni dulu mcm pet bro ke pe nta. and he was so nice to me before tp smlm die cm sombong gle. x tgur pun. kejam sgt. alep in the other hand, is my senior yg comel gle yg i pnah have a crush on. die pnah hantar i blk once. and we share probs dulu. and smlm he was friendly :)

miya kena blk awl. sedih gle :( miya xdpt ikut kteorg g ou. so around 8 mcm tu berjaya culik lily bwk g ou. tp bfore tht tunggu dieorg smayang. ikhwan nk tunggu lily tunjuk kiblat. so die pun ikut keluar hantar sarah ngn nazrin kt gate. tp die dh amik wudhuk.

I: jgn sentuh!

*pg kutip kucing lily*

Me: Ikhwan jgn sentuh, kucing tu betina. batal air smayang -.-

ble sme dh ready, beraktla ke ou dgn keta kancil oren najib. dkat traffic light najib lumba dgn ths sport car. mula2 najib mng. past najib kalah sbb avanza dpan lembap -.- and dlm keta, cm de this new black eyed peas song. tak ingat tajuk lg. so cm nyanyilah ths one part. pastu najib pg break2 kte die.

Me: nnt najib, mati keta kau tgh jln, tatau -.-

Lily: aida, hish mulut. jgn la.

sape nta : tape, malin kn de boleh tolak keta.

/me : imagine malin tlg keta nyanyi lagu ni.

hee. so sampai ou jumpelah parking. najib parking plg power. tabik hormat kt najib. kteor sampai dgn tatau nk buat pe, termasuk forever 21. try some shades. i like the geeky glasses. igtkn cm nk beli. nnt add power jek. kn comel. after tht tgk some shops lg. oh and tgk benefit punye perfume. fine, the price agk ridiculous , tp im in love wth the smell! tp, okane ga nai.

ato de, cr la tpt nk dinner. chili's sgt penuh. so pg delicious. kesian ikhwan sbb die bwk rm 10 jek. kteorg ended up sharing 2 carbonara's and sky juice dpt free :) lily order additional brownies and ice cream. yummy. org tu tanak bg seats dkat ng sofa. kejam -.- tp masa blk die ckp sorry. kteorg nye bill amazingly murah. 60 smthg jek. so everyone paid rm10 jek. selamat :)

masa kt delicious, tgh borak2 najib silently passed me malin's phone. phone malin sgt bling2. so cm saje la curi phone die sat. lpas keluar pun die x prasan. so najib ngn malin jln dulu. pass phone tu kt lily suruh lily simpan jap dlm poket. malin cm suspicious. tp i buat btulkn kasut nk cover line. like lama gle malinn x prasa phone die hilang. i, lily ngn ikhwan yg cuak kalau mak die call. so ble malin mintak. kteorg buat bodoh. tp najib bgtau so x boleh pretend lg. ikhwan pretend plg lama, sbb phone tu kt die actually. so malin, begitulah cte sebenarnye. sorry babe :)

kteorg jln2 sambil take some shots. best. merata amik gambar. rindu those moments where all we know what to do is taking pics. tsktsk. then, time nk blk, blk seperate ways. malin ikut mak die blk. and ikhwan blk naik bus. masa sampai rumah and have to say goodbyes, sgt sedih. ok fine, i cried. obviously sedih la kn, ur bestfriend is going in another few days. to egypt! that is so far away. and blk setahun skali. now, sape nk dgr sme masalah i slalu . i'll miss her :(

*ps: it took me 3 days to finally completed this post -.-''*

chotto,

just got back from penang smlm. penat pun x hilang lagi.

sampai rumah around 1 am. nasib sampai rumah dgn slamat :)

i'll tell about raya nnt la. cause, i need to get ready nk g rumah lily.

i'll blog about that too. with pics i hope :)

*dont worry jaf, i'll update"

anyway,

challo bette

baby cant send telegrams,

hello my friend,

somehow, i hate this few weeks. not of the puasa of course. tension duduk sini. i have like lots and lots of problem. keep getting pissed and all. i wish im with my ttdi friends, they always knows how to say the right word. i miss you guys so damn much :(

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last sat, buka kt rumah lily. the others cant make it. cme tgl me, najib and lily. so najib picked me up, and kteorg g bazaar. bought some stuff, yg end up x makan. but the bread pudding was delicious though, worth the money too. then beli some ayam percik and kuih. my first visit to bazaar for this ramadhan :) kt situ de jual lambchop jgak. menarik. then, we walked back to lily's house. there, kteorg masak nasi goreng kicap beef + ketam + sayur + sotong, which we finally ended up calling nasi goreng campur. sedapppp. thn, after magrib, lily and her sister try to connect the laptop to the tv sbb nk tgk movie. lama jgak. and we watched saw. movie tu sgt gross. tp sgt cool. and very twisted. tp i watched saw 4. so i need to watch 1,2,3 -.-

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today, i got my test results. i pass. with okay marks. just a whole bunch of careless mistakes as usual. for example ; there's this kanji which means clothes, but i go on and read it as telegram. cause the kanji look alike u see. sooo, my ans sounds something like this after been translated,

"the baby is yet small, so, it cant send telegram by itself"

the answer spposed to be : " the baby is yet so small, so, it cant wear clothes on its own. "

funny right? bodoh betul. but papepun i get no 4 and ranking 14 in my batch :)

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my mokuteki(aim) this week, is to have 8 hours of sleep. so lpas terawih with unfinished work.

tidur!

tagged,

5 tempat membeli belah yang wajib dikunjungi:

ou, curve, flea market, cat whiskers, f block

5 benda yang wajib anda beli :

shirts and food

5 benda yang wajib ada di dalam handbag/bag anda:

purse, phone, eye liner, pashmina, tissue

5 benda yang wajib ada di dalam dompet anda:

- money, receipts, atm card, one card, pictures

5 gaya pemakaian yang anda gemari sewaktu bersiar-siar/membeli belah:

- the typical jeans and tshirt girl

5 tempat yang anda gemari bersantai bersama pasangan/teman anda:

ou,

りょう

スタイルケス

ほかのところもいいです

5 topik yang anda gemari semasa bersama pasangan/teman anda:

aaa, ひみつですよ

5 mangsa tag yang anda gemari :

１. hida

2. aween

3. najib

4. jafri

5. nicole

sahur,

i never ever ever missed sahur. i would always wake up during sahur. no matter how sleepy i am. desuga. hari ni missed sahur. tulah, duduk lg kt cafe tu sampai kul 12 lebih. kan semua org dh tertidur -.- habis la hari ni -.-

grrug grrug grrug. perut ku berbunyi. if in japanese, they'll say peko-peko. think aboout all the food i could have eaten during sahur -.-

oh, update about this week. later la. mls nk type. xde mood. kejap lg nk main left for dead with the guys and aween. lets kill some zombie today :)

clumsy,

very. you can say i have 2 left feet with unfuntional eyes.
and a very forgetful brain.

todayyy,
i forgot to bring my note book and my mask.
since was in such a rush, nasib hida amikkn.

then,
today blk skola. right before masuk bilik,
i realised i ttgl bag telekung dlm class. with my room key in it.
mcmana la nk smayang terawih. nasib telekung aween ada.

otw pg beli kuih, almost jatuh. bt managed to stand up properly.
nasib.

and td hantar laundry, since die tutup awl.
and takut x sempat. sbb lama x hantar laundry.
turun laundry through a very dangerous staircase.
pg slamat. blk x slamat.
naik ladder kecik. dh sampai. i diri, bt then terhantuk kt bucu.
sbb the ceiling was low.

and now, macam de concussion. adoi -.-

atama ga itai des yo! itai itai itai!

double date,

today puasa.

tp saya x puasa. tp mcm puasa. sbb dr pg x mkn pe pun. sedih kn. patutnye amik full advantage from it. but oh well. nvm. so i blk frm house to hostel around 1 smthg. sbb kakak ku yg x brape bijak tu xnk hantar org. bengong. so in the car ngn my dad otw back to hostel.

Dad: dh ada bf ke kt situ?

Me : Haa, xde la.

Dad: Jgn tipu. ade kan.

Me : btul. mane ade.

gle nk bgtau . x pasal2 kena tembak dgn senapang gajah. so sampai hostel tu trus sambung buat all my hws. got byk gle x habis. halfway through buat my essay. its time to go. since my "brain malfunction" and tade ayat dah. i stopped doing and go get ready for today's outing.

today double date ngn yum and izzat. tujuan sebenar sbb curious dieorg dating canne. you see. dieorg dua ni cm agk ganas in a way. so funny kalau tgk dieorg date. tp dieorg cm comel anyway. its all forgiven. then, tman danny shopp. got him a jeans. and two shirts. and i bought an identical shirt. comelll :)

but other thn that, i got a bloated stomach. kt sane, drank and ate too much. then blk hostel. the people gave me bihun la, bubur lambuk la, etc. so cm aaaa. kenyang sgt. cupcake untouched lg lak tu.

and tomorrow kena bgn awl. around 430 sbb nk sahur kt mamak. then siapkn my essay. yes, it is still unfinished. grrrr. xpe2. when the morning comes i'll finish my essay! hope so. gambatte ne?

oh, and there's this pic i took of dan. i was bored and killing time while refusing to do my essay. go figure . till then, :)

here we go again,

dear dan,

i hate times like this. i know every couple fights. bak kata yum " kalau gaduh tu tanda syg la tu " fine, probably laa. yes, i do love you, you freak. you might as well knw, the whole day i was restraining myself not to cry. kinda getting good at it. faking my happiness when you're in the other end are busy being pissed at me. you tau kan. i really really dont like fighting. you said so yourself. but why. on earth DOSHTE you and i are fighting.

the main reason we're fighting pun i dh x igt. then wht is the use of fighting? ok, i was at fault. merajuk x tentu psl2. mula2 i seriously merajuk main2 jek. i cnt remember why it get serious. i usually love to put the blame on the hormones. but nah, i know its basically because of my stupidity. but why . whenever i was trying to be nice in return then you plak mrajuk. why do you have to crumpled it out in such a cruel way. okay. my heart seriously shattered that time. almost cried. lie. cried. but cover2. then, in the bus, you didnt sat next to me. i felt so ouch. at tht time, i was busy being mad and emo. so i was like ok. biarlah you. pgl faris duduk sblah i, in hope you suruh faris pindah and duduk sblah i. but nah, you didnt do tht.

i missed you during dinner. i miss you know. im sorry dear. really am. am making world annoucment now. if only you listen to me now :(

sorry sayang.

cool fever,

i feel so sick now.

felt like throwing up after dinner. but somehow, the puke gedik xnk keluar.

therefore, i have this yucky filling in my mouth since just now.

and now, my demam panas balik.

thank god, i finish all my work with full speed.

except this one pending kanji.

next week jek la.

so now, im in my room, with hida's cool fever nye thingy.

that is adult size, too big fr my forehead though,

but daijoubu.

i hope i get well :/

it's about time,

badak mengaum.

now that will be something funny to see. now wouldn't it?

anyway, it's about time the laptop and the internet is working. i miss you my blog. i miss updating my posts and telling stories here :/

so, let me see,

this past few days, nothing interesting happened i think. haha. that is a LIE obviously. since when nothing interesting ever happen to me?

so let me see, one week i was pacing here trying to find out what are my results for the last test. and finally when i know the marks. my god, am i dissapointed. my mark are kinda average. but there's this one test i got a very low mark. listening test! i think i figured out tht im deaf -.- but other than that i can't help being stupid or not well equipped. sooo, the result, tattara. blegh.

oh, then later on, i found from hida, tht my bf's ex gf is enrolling into mahsa college. ok, you might have a clue wht mahsa have to do with this. so you see, my hostel, and the mahsa's college punye hostel or college or pe nta. is within a walking distance and, we always go around tht area to hang. one day, might be a possibility that i got to meet the infamous adah. who knows.

oh, and i felt sick twice this week. nothing big like h1n1. i hope. so like the other day, serious x tahan. headache like mad dlm klas. dh la headache. have to read a long text in hiragana and kanji. so, i ask my teacher wether i can sleep in the sick room. she said yeah. she ask me ques which i didnt managed to answer with words. just actions. the sick room was like sauna. no air cond. cant figure out how to switch it on. so i sleep in that room that have a very weird odour with the windows open. and i can hear the indian guards yapping away, until i fell asleep. today, im sick jgak. one of the day's where i get sick so badly. so always went to the toilet and all. and i cannot even eat the beef curry. ee, sedih btul.

and and and and. my usrah camp thingy is CANCELLED! yes, now i can go to hadi's wedding happily. but, i miss my ttdi friends :(

if the clouds can cry, why can't we?

the cloud look so gloomy today. they say, the weather always affect one's mood. true.

this morning, woke up a bit late. 7.10 am. broke my promise with my bf to tman him go buy breakfast. did not have enough time to get ready cause the bus was here. got into the bus, my bf look pissed. he kinda was. for no reason. then, i was so sleepy throughout the day. thank god, the first 3 periods kanji and kaiwa jek. and i finished my hw during kaiwa period sbb lama gle tunggu my turn. and hafal the whole thing already. then during break time, i got a teribble headache. blegh. luckily, the 5th period was essay time. so laid back skit. and sumitani yg masuk. he's fun. but yg tension nye. tomorrow, 10 page worth of kanji to remember. test esok. and my essay is due on friday. the title; my house. good luckreading it people.

and now, i have to go soothe my bf down. chalo bette

gives you hell,

my class just started. its only tuesday. but i feel like sleeping throughout the whole day. or jisatsu (self suicidal). then, somehow i feel stupid, and unhappy. not about my social life. that is good. just that argh. kwn ku yg jimi yg bdak private got his marks. its like ALL 90 + . then he explains to me how they marked the papers. it sounds so scary. and his reading and interview was the only thing he got a sucky mark. mine was quite bad at that time! to add to my misery, im broke. okay, i have money. but like gosh. aaa, korosu smthg cpat! esok de kaiwa. nagai ne. like 2 pages and a half kena hafal. and its all, nakerebanarimasen. imagine tht sentence at the end of almost many sentence. like hell. then kanji test tomorrow like shit. you see, my headmaster is teaching fr the week as a sub. argh, he's handsome. bt damn it. teach la properly. kanji tu dh lah cm mangkuk. g conteng 1 board. 1 bnde x faham. mengong gle. ughh. and my maths test. 94 jek! aa. i want to get 100. and its all stupid careless mistakes. hope tomorrow they dont give me hell. tlg laaa.



p.s. to one of my exes. kalau terasa, maybe its not you. i think he knows exactly who he is. i think, for some reason, adik die might be reading this. so if adik die baca, this proves, like ohmygod, get a life wyh, i and your brother was nothing. and if you felt ouch by this. by reading it just proves im right.anyway, to that guy. aku still rasa awek kau tu should grow up and not to cry over small stuff. and put the blame on me and my friends. like seriously. wtf wyh. and you dude, fine with the protecting gf thingy. but hello! wake up please. aku x suka kau. aku ngn kau dh xde pape. aku x ingin pn nk jadi kwn ngn kau. what made you think i wanted to be your friend, i have no idea. go figure. and and. lastly, omedeto ne? buta to baka jyanai to zutto omotte iru anata ne.

well, i miss you too.

Firstly: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own blog and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
Secondly: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Who sleeps in bed next to you
?if dkat rumah, my sister. or alone.
if kt hostel, hida my roomie :)

Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
how about countless of times?
"cg, sy betul dh siap. esok betul sy hantar"
and i'll always get away with it. after all, kn muka geek yg "slalu" hantar hw :P

What kind of books do you read?
chic lits, with a touch of romance

.Best day of the week?
saturday! the day i would wake up around afternoon. then have mcd fr lunch and go out :)

What's really creepy?
insects with uncountable legs.
insects tht flies.
i hate animals that are not fluffy.

Who is your celebrity crush?'
jesse mccartney. duhh.

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
clothes!

What are you listening to right now?
jet - look what you've done

What did you eat for lunch today?
x mkn lunch lg sadly sbb x de manusia kt sini.
ate nasi lemak td though :)

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
facebook, blog, gmail, myspace.

What was the last thing you bought?
nasi lemak

What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
my cleaned table, and overstuffed wardrobe.
haha, oh an d a cat when i was buying the nasi lemak. and this kid telling his mom to buy him nasi lemak for lunch

Does the weather affect your mood?
most of the time yeah

What is your zodiac sign?
libra

Do you want to learn another language?
learning japanese now. how about some tagalog ppl :)

5 things you can't live without.
phone, laptop, handbags, clothes, and my teddy :)

If you could meet anyone now, who would you meet?
danny! motto aitai ne. missing u like crazy

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
cpat la blk -.-

What are you looking forward to?
another date ;))

Say something to the person who tagged you:
hida! i dh buat kunci. cpat blk :)

8 persons i tag :
1.qiqi
2.jafri
3.ica
4.nicole
5.nadia
6.lily
7. farhana
8.malin

i just realiesed,

i complained too much about my work at IBT tu. actually im quite lucky. the only thing i have to learn now is just nihonggo and maths. and its just the simple maths somemore. after comparing with my other friends who is taking different courses at uitm. seriously. so many stuff to learn. and the maths, i'll be speechless to answer. korg nye subject agk susah. *with the exception of qiqi nye course. sbb qiqi nye course cm super awesome. jealous gle * therefore, my ibt friends, we should be glad we're doing just this and not learning about some computer maths or wtv. yet.