sahur,

i never ever ever missed sahur. i would always wake up during sahur. no matter how sleepy i am. desuga. hari ni missed sahur. tulah, duduk lg kt cafe tu sampai kul 12 lebih. kan semua org dh tertidur -.- habis la hari ni -.-

grrug grrug grrug. perut ku berbunyi. if in japanese, they'll say peko-peko. think aboout all the food i could have eaten during sahur -.-

oh, update about this week. later la. mls nk type. xde mood. kejap lg nk main left for dead with the guys and aween. lets kill some zombie today :)

clumsy,

very. you can say i have 2 left feet with unfuntional eyes.
and a very forgetful brain.

todayyy,
i forgot to bring my note book and my mask.
since was in such a rush, nasib hida amikkn.

then,
today blk skola. right before masuk bilik,
i realised i ttgl bag telekung dlm class. with my room key in it.
mcmana la nk smayang terawih. nasib telekung aween ada.

otw pg beli kuih, almost jatuh. bt managed to stand up properly.
nasib.

and td hantar laundry, since die tutup awl.
and takut x sempat. sbb lama x hantar laundry.
turun laundry through a very dangerous staircase.
pg slamat. blk x slamat.
naik ladder kecik. dh sampai. i diri, bt then terhantuk kt bucu.
sbb the ceiling was low.

and now, macam de concussion. adoi -.-

atama ga itai des yo! itai itai itai!

double date,

today puasa.

tp saya x puasa. tp mcm puasa. sbb dr pg x mkn pe pun. sedih kn. patutnye amik full advantage from it. but oh well. nvm. so i blk frm house to hostel around 1 smthg. sbb kakak ku yg x brape bijak tu xnk hantar org. bengong. so in the car ngn my dad otw back to hostel.

Dad: dh ada bf ke kt situ?

Me : Haa, xde la.

Dad: Jgn tipu. ade kan.

Me : btul. mane ade.

gle nk bgtau . x pasal2 kena tembak dgn senapang gajah. so sampai hostel tu trus sambung buat all my hws. got byk gle x habis. halfway through buat my essay. its time to go. since my "brain malfunction" and tade ayat dah. i stopped doing and go get ready for today's outing.

today double date ngn yum and izzat. tujuan sebenar sbb curious dieorg dating canne. you see. dieorg dua ni cm agk ganas in a way. so funny kalau tgk dieorg date. tp dieorg cm comel anyway. its all forgiven. then, tman danny shopp. got him a jeans. and two shirts. and i bought an identical shirt. comelll :)

but other thn that, i got a bloated stomach. kt sane, drank and ate too much. then blk hostel. the people gave me bihun la, bubur lambuk la, etc. so cm aaaa. kenyang sgt. cupcake untouched lg lak tu.

and tomorrow kena bgn awl. around 430 sbb nk sahur kt mamak. then siapkn my essay. yes, it is still unfinished. grrrr. xpe2. when the morning comes i'll finish my essay! hope so. gambatte ne?

oh, and there's this pic i took of dan. i was bored and killing time while refusing to do my essay. go figure . till then, :)

here we go again,

dear dan,

i hate times like this. i know every couple fights. bak kata yum " kalau gaduh tu tanda syg la tu " fine, probably laa. yes, i do love you, you freak. you might as well knw, the whole day i was restraining myself not to cry. kinda getting good at it. faking my happiness when you're in the other end are busy being pissed at me. you tau kan. i really really dont like fighting. you said so yourself. but why. on earth DOSHTE you and i are fighting.

the main reason we're fighting pun i dh x igt. then wht is the use of fighting? ok, i was at fault. merajuk x tentu psl2. mula2 i seriously merajuk main2 jek. i cnt remember why it get serious. i usually love to put the blame on the hormones. but nah, i know its basically because of my stupidity. but why . whenever i was trying to be nice in return then you plak mrajuk. why do you have to crumpled it out in such a cruel way. okay. my heart seriously shattered that time. almost cried. lie. cried. but cover2. then, in the bus, you didnt sat next to me. i felt so ouch. at tht time, i was busy being mad and emo. so i was like ok. biarlah you. pgl faris duduk sblah i, in hope you suruh faris pindah and duduk sblah i. but nah, you didnt do tht.

i missed you during dinner. i miss you know. im sorry dear. really am. am making world annoucment now. if only you listen to me now :(

sorry sayang.

cool fever,

i feel so sick now.

felt like throwing up after dinner. but somehow, the puke gedik xnk keluar.

therefore, i have this yucky filling in my mouth since just now.

and now, my demam panas balik.

thank god, i finish all my work with full speed.

except this one pending kanji.

next week jek la.

so now, im in my room, with hida's cool fever nye thingy.

that is adult size, too big fr my forehead though,

but daijoubu.

i hope i get well :/

it's about time,

badak mengaum.

now that will be something funny to see. now wouldn't it?

anyway, it's about time the laptop and the internet is working. i miss you my blog. i miss updating my posts and telling stories here :/

so, let me see,

this past few days, nothing interesting happened i think. haha. that is a LIE obviously. since when nothing interesting ever happen to me?

so let me see, one week i was pacing here trying to find out what are my results for the last test. and finally when i know the marks. my god, am i dissapointed. my mark are kinda average. but there's this one test i got a very low mark. listening test! i think i figured out tht im deaf -.- but other than that i can't help being stupid or not well equipped. sooo, the result, tattara. blegh.

oh, then later on, i found from hida, tht my bf's ex gf is enrolling into mahsa college. ok, you might have a clue wht mahsa have to do with this. so you see, my hostel, and the mahsa's college punye hostel or college or pe nta. is within a walking distance and, we always go around tht area to hang. one day, might be a possibility that i got to meet the infamous adah. who knows.

oh, and i felt sick twice this week. nothing big like h1n1. i hope. so like the other day, serious x tahan. headache like mad dlm klas. dh la headache. have to read a long text in hiragana and kanji. so, i ask my teacher wether i can sleep in the sick room. she said yeah. she ask me ques which i didnt managed to answer with words. just actions. the sick room was like sauna. no air cond. cant figure out how to switch it on. so i sleep in that room that have a very weird odour with the windows open. and i can hear the indian guards yapping away, until i fell asleep. today, im sick jgak. one of the day's where i get sick so badly. so always went to the toilet and all. and i cannot even eat the beef curry. ee, sedih btul.

and and and and. my usrah camp thingy is CANCELLED! yes, now i can go to hadi's wedding happily. but, i miss my ttdi friends :(

if the clouds can cry, why can't we?

the cloud look so gloomy today. they say, the weather always affect one's mood. true.

this morning, woke up a bit late. 7.10 am. broke my promise with my bf to tman him go buy breakfast. did not have enough time to get ready cause the bus was here. got into the bus, my bf look pissed. he kinda was. for no reason. then, i was so sleepy throughout the day. thank god, the first 3 periods kanji and kaiwa jek. and i finished my hw during kaiwa period sbb lama gle tunggu my turn. and hafal the whole thing already. then during break time, i got a teribble headache. blegh. luckily, the 5th period was essay time. so laid back skit. and sumitani yg masuk. he's fun. but yg tension nye. tomorrow, 10 page worth of kanji to remember. test esok. and my essay is due on friday. the title; my house. good luckreading it people.

and now, i have to go soothe my bf down. chalo bette

gives you hell,

my class just started. its only tuesday. but i feel like sleeping throughout the whole day. or jisatsu (self suicidal). then, somehow i feel stupid, and unhappy. not about my social life. that is good. just that argh. kwn ku yg jimi yg bdak private got his marks. its like ALL 90 + . then he explains to me how they marked the papers. it sounds so scary. and his reading and interview was the only thing he got a sucky mark. mine was quite bad at that time! to add to my misery, im broke. okay, i have money. but like gosh. aaa, korosu smthg cpat! esok de kaiwa. nagai ne. like 2 pages and a half kena hafal. and its all, nakerebanarimasen. imagine tht sentence at the end of almost many sentence. like hell. then kanji test tomorrow like shit. you see, my headmaster is teaching fr the week as a sub. argh, he's handsome. bt damn it. teach la properly. kanji tu dh lah cm mangkuk. g conteng 1 board. 1 bnde x faham. mengong gle. ughh. and my maths test. 94 jek! aa. i want to get 100. and its all stupid careless mistakes. hope tomorrow they dont give me hell. tlg laaa.



p.s. to one of my exes. kalau terasa, maybe its not you. i think he knows exactly who he is. i think, for some reason, adik die might be reading this. so if adik die baca, this proves, like ohmygod, get a life wyh, i and your brother was nothing. and if you felt ouch by this. by reading it just proves im right.anyway, to that guy. aku still rasa awek kau tu should grow up and not to cry over small stuff. and put the blame on me and my friends. like seriously. wtf wyh. and you dude, fine with the protecting gf thingy. but hello! wake up please. aku x suka kau. aku ngn kau dh xde pape. aku x ingin pn nk jadi kwn ngn kau. what made you think i wanted to be your friend, i have no idea. go figure. and and. lastly, omedeto ne? buta to baka jyanai to zutto omotte iru anata ne.