byebye 2009,

is it me, or time flies like a rocket around here? scary.

well 2009, is probably a good year. i mean there was a LOT of changes. as in no more school and all. im a friggin grown-up if you think about it. i used to be scared a lot. im still am. you know when you're still in school, you wish you can get out of there? go to class with preety clothes and not those yucky uniform. go out during night time just to hang out with your friends. no more "you have to stay home and study all the time" kind of thing right?

i think im okay now. i dont really ask money from my parents. i worked for it before, i have my savings and i have my scholar money. so all i have to do is manage tht little amount of money. and then, i lived in a hostel. which was scary at first. im used to being in a house, where everything is taken care by mom. now i have to clean my own room *gasps*

2009 did a lot for me. i guess i have to go through 2010 now. idk how hectic it could be or not. but yeah, hello 2010, byebye 2009 :')

hair,

hello 2010, this is my new hair :)

died from excitement,

a hairstylist make news today. a hairstylist in johor*i think* died from excitement in a sex game. orgasm much i guess? so the moral here, dont have sex, if you cant handle the orgasm you're going to get.

or,

dont fall in love. people love the feeling of in love. but there's a hate too. when you love someone so much, you tend to be lovey dovey, extra sensitive and downright emo. so yeah. dont fall in love. or you'll be a loser with capital L and cries a lot. blegh . you dont want tht now dont you?

kankei nai ne? eitooo, gome ne. itsumo hen na koto o iu watashi des. dakara, ki o shinai de kudasai.

friends,

i miss you guys. malinicamiyanajiblilynadia etc.

nk keluar ngn korg. but i knw. bad timing. korg tgh exam :(

koizora,

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koizora,

just finsihed watching koizora. it actually means sky of love. if translated. aaa. the ending is so sad. ok, basically the whole movie is sad. but must watch, comel sgt cte die.

oh, dh holiday skrang. one week holiday. but shukudai mcm a year holiday. grrr. kerja byk sgt. how in the world am i going to catch up with my social life now :(

starbucks in a can,

frm jap, a small can of starbucks will cost u rm8.90,

frm korea, a bigger can thn the jap's one will cost u rm7.90.

why is there a price diff? you tell me. i have no idea -.-

other thn that, my life is preety much the usuals. oh i bumped into one of my ex kt tesco. but x sedar pun tu die until my sister told me. nasib x sedar. dlm byk2 ex. i dont like him. cause he dont like me. simple as that. and then. i bought 6 egg tarts. ltak kt 1st floor. the next morning. missing one tart. there's a food theif here. apparently you can put your phone, laptop, ds, or wthsoever. no one will steal it. but if you put foods ther. say bye2 to it. sad.

oh, and i just found out about this new anime. its called rapeman. this guy is a teacher by day, and a superhero by night. he will get justice by raping girls. who cheat and break guy's heart. raping to save the day? eito. chotto ne.

rapeman, heng na superhero

6 months,

no im not pregnant for 6 months. no, i did not have sex. and no, im not counting the time that passes by.

im counting the time that dan and me are one official couple. haha. before the date byk sgt problem. tu lah kan manusia. gatal2 cari problem. pe nk buat. dh nama pun manusia. shizeng no koto des yo. which is a natural thing. anyway. yeah. dh 6 bulan. plg lama so far i ngn together ngn a guy. minus zaman percintaan monyet di kala waktu skola du. so yeah plg lama.

danny ni kan. i dnt knw how to describe my feelings fr him. sometime i wanna kill him. but sometimes i just want to give him kisses the whole time. he's like adoroble and cute in his own way. maybe die not the pretty boy type la. more the geeky type. tp nta. smthg about him attracts me. and he cares about me. the smallest detail i told him to my face reactions, he can tell what am i going to say. and remembers it well. seriously, if i nk argue ngn die bout wht i rasa i x pnah ckp, he go on and told me wht clothes i wore on tht day. super sweet. ok la. he's not perfect. of course ada gaduh. x gaduh mcm bengong la kn. x normal. saya normal dn hubungan sy dgn manusia sihat. mcm buat iklan kesihatan plak -.- anyway, pendek kata, i love you baby. happy halfyear anni ! :*

meh nk berstory skit. sape nk dgr? well, in this case, sape nk baca?

6 months ago, everyone here (JPA students) is pratically against the way we date. to us, mmg like a normal thing to hold hands and stuff. its a sin i know. bt the way dieorg tgk kteorg dulu mcm like kteorg ni having sex kt public jek. seriously smeorg bising and ckp jgn tman sampai bilik. padahal dieorg tatau sampai lif jek dulu. sampai floor. dh buhbye. soredake yo. tp x. nk jgak mengumpat blakang. skrang ni, couples tumbuh mcm cendawan. and yg i tgk, yg alim2 yg bising dulu tu. sme seperti berpegangan tgn dn sbgnye. i dont hate you guys. i just hate hypocrisy jek. sooo, lain kali, before anyone who want to give me usrah, think about urself first eh. jgn sembarang nk bg usrah couple tu haram, kalau kamu sendiri akn melakukannye. sorry, kalau korg baca dn terasa. my blog. i write whatever i want. hate me for saying the truth? hate yourself.

other than that, drumroll please.

bamababmababambam...........

i passs my first chukyuu test! susah gle. ramai gle x lulus. itu pun pass sepi2 jek. like passing mark 80. i nye marks 80. nasib kn? alhamdulillah :)

markah geog test pun mcm tu. sepi2. slh lg 2 soalan cnfirm kena repeat. nasib x la. i got mixed up with my oceans. go figure. aida and map, dont go together. they do not belong in one sentence. sounds weird, aida and map. haha.

ok la, tata. pnat type. nk mandi plak kjap lg.

he's the guy in the dark blue. you should wear baju melayu more often.

i love you babe, happy halfanni :)

hoshi sensei,

hello there old friend. i rarely have the chance to write in here. well, korg might complain about your work yg never ending tu. tp bersyukurla korg at least de life nk online and post stuff. lately mmg sgt buzy. 24 hours is not enough. seriously. i got back frm class is already 6 pm. makan mandi sme boleh la nk sampai kul 8. and then kena buat never ending hw and study lg untuk the next day. sampai la nk tidur. itupn tidur ltak kertas kaji tepi katil. sedih kn? nk buat canne. this is the road i chose, so, this is what i have to go through.

anyway, the main reason im writing right now is fr my beloved sensei.

the guy in the pic is my sensei. toru hoshi. bt kteorg pgl die hoshi sensei. his name means star in jap. cg ni sgt la handsome even dh tua, seriously. and he is like so adorable and nice. but sadly, he is leaving the school. zanneng ne. he is like my fav teacher la kot! since this is nt the first teacher who just stop otw, we're better prepared ths time. bt i cant stop the tears nyway.

so the reason he is leaving us, because his wife is a sensei in malaysia also but with a contract. so the contact ended. and he have to make a choice to go back to japan with the family or stay here in malaysia teaching us. mochiron la die blk jepun kn.

hmm, sensei ni kalau masuk klas. his line is always the same. "kyou wa nan getsu nan nichi nanyobi deska. tenki wa?" to our nichoku san. *translate: today is what mon, what date, what day. and the weather* i usually drag the moment i jd nichoku san and have to answer the ques. im going to miss it now. sigh. and he is class is interesting when he is explaining smthg. i love his explanation. sbb cm funny gle. like kalau cg lain takkn explain mcm die explain. sng kata. best la. benda yg xde kena mengena pun die ajar. sgt comel. and die sgt baik. so far die x pnah marah org. bila tidur ke, buat kerja lain ke dlm klas die (me). sgt baik. tp dh teramik advantage of him plak da. gome ne sensei? and thn he slalu layan i. sbb i slalu layan die. and his shirt is never ironed. and he always wear the same time. a fish tie. he's like so simple. i dh rindu die dh. today is the last day he's working. byk amik gambar. bt right now its not with me. nnt ble dpt, ltak kt sini. promise.

other thn that, nothing huge happened tht is worth writing here. i went to a camp. blabla3.

oh oh oh.

and i bought a nintendo ds. hee. fr study purpose. serious. act as a dictionary. the game is just the benefits. so im addicted to it. danny bought the same colour too. hee