watashiwa,

as it is stated before, im off to college. got the scholarship and going to japan. so yesterday i registered and enter the place. tht place is Institut Bahasa Teikyo. very near midvalley. orientation is as usual boring. and just as i thought, no hot guys just geeks. tsktsk. what shame. but luckily, the ladies here are fun. so far im closed to this 3 girls i found here. later on that though.

anyway, im staying at help resident. luckily its not some shit ass dorm rooms tht screams "Get the hell out of here or the ghost will eat you up". nope. the room is for 2. and now im sharing with a help student (non-existant roomate actually). the room has an aircond tht can be used, a full wardrobe just for yours truly, and get this, HOT SHOWER! its like a hotel there. cool gle. oh and the laundry here is free. got into the room , the first thing tht came out frm my mouth. OMG, THIS ROOM IS SO FRIGGIN DIRTY. underwears everywhere. and it smells funny. my first night, i didnt even sleep in that room. managed to find an empty room with another jpa scholar, YUM. she's funny and childish in a way. and then theres SHAK. she's nice to hang out with . and also AWEEN. who is sitting next to me in this cc typing away. oh and they were there all the time when i misplaced the keys. which is quite often. and they have to go through my bags to find it. took them sometime, though. kesian dieorg. haha

and today, was my first day. they were not kidding when they said tht we are going to be treated like kindergarten kids. learning ABC here is so hard, tht i gave up and staring blankly at the hiragana chart. dah lah the class was so long. imagine getting on the bus on 750 and my class ended at 510 p.m. damn. tiring gle. and to learn a language u dont understand. but the sensei (Teachers) and the senpai (seniors) are quite cool. but i managed to be the laughing stock. though, its not a biggie here since nobody knows a single word in japanese.

sensei : anatawa aida san otoko gekusan desu ka? ( are u a male student)

aida : *very sleepy* hait, watashiwa (yes, i am)

sensei: *looking funnily at me* otoko san?

*everyone was laughing till i realised i just said im a guy*

aida : SORRY!!

anyway, mr. biotech . thanks tman i smlm and everyday. missing you :)

ur so friggin adorable,

izzat says:
haha
just 4 u to know im not good at this
so try not too laugh
haha
aida nr ariza says:
okayy
izzat says:
cover baek punya
aida nr ariza says:
cover skit
haha
izzat says:
haha okok
erm
i xtau ape azim ckp kat u
but im really into u
since d first tym kte jmpe
azim told me u were his gf
so tu yg i xnk approach
haha
aida nr ariza says:
omg
seriously?
izzat says:
i was lucky enough dat u strted talking to me again
haha yeah
u ni ptg stim la org tgh syiok confess
aida nr ariza says:
knape x ckp awl2
haha
sorry
continue
izzat says:
haha
i dunno
tula bile i tnye u dat u pna together ngan azim ke x
n u said no
i was a bit confused
soo
tu la
iwas lucky enough dat u strted talking to me again
n we started doing this
haha xcaye tol
u nak i ckp lagi ke?
haha
aida nr ariza says:
nak
go on
cpat laa
izzat says:
haha
alala
aida nr ariza says:
haha
menarik nii
izzat says:
okok jap
well jap2
i nk tnye u dluu
wats ur opinion on super long range relationshipss?
aida nr ariza says:
yup?
haha
igtkn pe
yeah
i dont mind
sbb cm
papepun mmg akn long dist rjgak
ckp dh habis skola
haha
so im okay with it
: )
izzat says:
hehe
okay tu la
so azim asked me
izzat ko minat ngan aida ke
i said yes
n than sjak bile?
i xjwb tu
haha
aida nr ariza says:
hha
izzat says:
tkut dye mara
aida nr ariza says:
agk laa
omg ur so sweet
izzat says:
my hands are sweating like crazy
aida nr ariza says:
haha
izzat says:
hahaha
aida nr ariza says:
i forgot the name of tht disease
haha
izzat says:
haha
aida nr ariza says:
bt i would call it love
haha
prasan
izzat says:
palmar hyperhidrosis
aida nr ariza says:
: P
izzat says:
hahaha
nice
haha
aida nr ariza says:
ehh
izzat says:
mhm?
aida nr ariza says:
i pun cm suka kt ujgak
masa first2 tu
thn i cm pk
yeah right
dream on
haha
byk kali kot
i bukak ur page kt fb
and then x brani tegur
idk why
izzat says:
owh kan igt x tym kte borak2 kat fb when i first added u
aida nr ariza says:
yupp?
izzat says:
i tried to get to know u
n than u stoped replying me
tu la i tot
mmg xde harapan
aida nr ariza says:
ohh
i did eh?
knape la i n
izzat says:
yeaaa
aida nr ariza says:
*ni
sorry
i ni mmg cmtu smtimes
ttbe lpe reply
sorreee
eh ask azim
i asked about u slalu kot
izzat says:
hehe its okay
haha yea?
aida nr ariza says:
cm like before this sme
aah
izzat says:
he told me gak u prnh asked about me
aida nr ariza says:
haha
kantoi
izzat says:
haha
n than he asked me to get together ngan u
n i said bukan dye da ade balak ke
n he said ape tah
x igt
izzat says:
owhh
aida nr ariza says:
jgn guilty
izzat says:
wow
aida nr ariza says:
haha
izzat says:
i nvr felt dis way b4
rse mcm
guilt sket
bangge sket
aida nr ariza says:
haha
izzat says:
well tu la
aida nr ariza says:
so u ske i masa awal2 lagi
and i pun
izzat says:
dats y i takot2 nan u mse awal2
aida nr ariza says:
and we thought kteorg cm impossible
haha
kteorg ni bodoh laa
haha
izzat says:
haha
dead on
well at least now we know :
: )

sobsob

im not allowed to bring my laptop lagi.

im going to miss using it :/

snails do have sex

how do snails mate?

i was talking bout it the whole afternoon with mr. biotech. haha. he was the one who asked that question in the first place. we were talking about how snakes mate then somehow he brought up about snails. so both of us googled it. i googled the ways and he googled the image. now who would have ever thought that snails have sexual organs on their necks. so if whenever they fancy to have a one night stand. they would just strangle each other neck or smthg. and the male snail will shoot off their sperms. how convenient. haha. and as i was looking through the snake mating process pics. found this one. its a snake condom advert. "COVER THE HEAD BEFORE IT BITES".haha we were laughing our ass off. then, for the worms, found this book tittled "DOES WORM HAVE WILLIES". haa, doesnt that make u wonder ;P

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anyway, i had my kumon completers test today. with a very troubled mind, and a few minutes crying session, i braced the test. managed to studied a bit. but it was useless. nothing came through this mind. hmm, but i finsihed all the questions. but sadly i only got like 7/18. only 4 more to pass. now i have to retake those damn test again. whts up with me and test? hmm.





im going to start my college/university life tomorrow. hope i liked it :/

departure

im sooooooo deadly tired.

this two days i spent, always on the lookout for baju kurungs, nightwears and sorts and other stuff for my preparation to go to college. until now, im still arguing with my mom wether i should bring along a baldi or not. she won obviously. and today after yet another baju kurung shopping, i have to pack. ugh, i hate packing. luckily i dont have to put in the bag. dearest mommy was nice enough to just give me the job of pulling stuff frm my wardrobe. in the end, i have to fit all the stuff into 2 bags, (4 if including my laptop and my shoe bags).

and to top of it. i have a huge problem. timing best jek. no i wont write here wht is that problem of mine(sorry readers)

soo nowdays, seeing him on webcam is the only thing that somehow made me smile the whole day ; )

but other than the whole packing thing, i wish im with my friends partying everyday :( i wish i could go to qiqi's party. hmm. tsktsk. some sacrifices have to be made. and tomorrow i have a completer's test for kumon. wish me luck babes. and dudes .

old sweet memory

i quit my work today. alaa, the one where i was a teacher. haha. anyway, it is so boring somehow today. i felt sleepy the whole day. counting all the hours i worked. less then 100 hours only. hmmph :/

anyway, nicole and jafri decided to blaja me for my last day (which i ended up paying for it myself. hahah). so lunch dkat kozee cafe , next to mosin. the drinks there are awesome. but so expensive one. and masa balik. jafri decided to take a candid pic of us walking. the moment he snapped i moved away. his camera phone is so slow. so instead of having me in the pic. i was not next to nicole. so we were laughing like mad. and jafri accusing me of being a ghost cause i was not there. funny. a ghost who becomes a teacher, writing this blog and going to learn japanese next week.

ohoh, there's this guy added me on myspace and facebook. he claimed he was my best friend when we were in std 2. and i gave him a storybook as a bday present. not bad. hahha.and i found a class pic during our kindegarten year frm his page.

saya dpt scholarship,

i got the jpa scholarships! to japan!

hee, im still jumping up and down fron tht call. the jpa call exactly around 8.44. the guy's name is radzi. bangun pun tidak. thank god i ni jenis org yg kalau tidur bkan tidur mati. mula2 x nak akt. pastu cm pikir that the call might be a possibility frm jpa akt la. da la dieorg tanya nama panjang masa dlm phone. aha. anyway. dieorg tanya, nak x pergi jepun. i ckp la i thought i applied for australia. die ckp maybe x dpat la tu. sbb yg dpt cme jepun jek skrang. pastu he repeat again nak ke x. obviously lah nak kan. so he made me jotted down the details and all.

lpas tu, i went downstairs screaming and jumping and told mama. mama ckp congrats. lepas tu call daddy. he said congrats tu. so im all and all so happy. lari blk naik atas sbb nk check benda tu online. while doing tht i was screaming otp dkat azfar. nasib die dah bangun. hee.

im starting the whole course next week tuesday. on the 28th. gle cpat if i nk buat all the preparation. busy busy.

sayonara :)

happy birthday dear

happy birthday deary,

sorry if im a really bad gf who screwed up your birthday and tends to hurt your feelings always.

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went out so early to meet him at jasema and went to ou. we watched fast and furious, have lunch at pizza milliano and meet up with farah and qiqi there. bought some shirts frm fos then we went to digital mall sbb qiqi nk tukar a software cd she bought there. after tht kteorg move our butts frm in the car to tropicana city mall. nthg much to there. no shops and what. though, i love some boutiques there. a dress with belt fr rm 25. nicee. thn i bought some shades at nicci. after that all of us chill at farah's house while drinking milo. then called nad, she said she's at our old tuition. okay la. qiqi drop off azfar at ou, and farah drop me at my house to take the cake fr cg z. after the whole reunion thingy, went to mohsin. lepas tu cm kul 7 smthg, baru berminat nk blk. so blk la.

the couple tshirt i bought for his present :)

the birthday card i made him ,

esok,

ma, esok angah x masuk kerja tau.

kenapa plak?

nk celebrate bday org dkat ou

*curious* bday sape tu ? *giving me the i-know-exactly-who look*

err, adalah.

oh dgn ma, esok mama ade kt rumah x cm kul 5?

ada, knape??

erm, esok ade org nk jmpe mama.

siapa? *giving me tht look again*

adalah, kwn angah nk jumpa.

buat pe plak?

saje, x de kerja.

ngada2 betul. nk sgt bwk la g jumpa ayah.

xnak, ayah scary.

in the end, mama agreed to meet up with my bf. gle scary.

lontong rasta,

i become more and more lazy when it comes to work. those kids seriously is getting on my nerves. cm nk tembak sorg2 dgn tulisan hodoh dieorg yg x boleh dibaca. hmm

anyway,

happy birthday cikgu zarina! you would always be my favoruite maths teacher :)

pagi2 lagi. ade nombor x dikenali txt me ckp esok bday cg z. haha. so lpas tu plan dgn qiqi nk wish die with a piece of cake. so after work, pergi lah secret recepi and bought her choc. indulgence. and i bought mommy blueberry cheese cake. then naik kt tuition, pap, cg zarina and cg bakar x menghadiri tuition. semangat jek kteor ni. haha. last2 end up dkat rasta dgn farah and qiqi. lontong dkat rasta sdap. mcm nenek punya.

otw balik tu, kena marah plak dgn bf. he said its kinda an ouch thing i lupa nk txt die. well, sorry for forgetting bout the phone for a while . sheesh.

*click*click*

:)

coming soon,

18.04.09

lily is the mastermind of it all. haha. die la yg plg rajin kalau nk plan outing ramai-ramai ni. it is somewhat seems impossible to gather all of us together. so finally,yg keluar on that day is lily, ica, najib, ikhwan,malin and obviously me. kawan kteorg sorg tu mula2 ckp nk dtg. so from nk pg sunway kteorg pg ou jek sbb kwn kteorg tu ckp die bosan dgn sunway. okay la. skali last minute die x muncul la plak. why she's not there still remains as a mystery,

so, sepatutnya pergi 1030. so from kumon, i have to walk all the way to ica's house. x jauh pun. a walkable distance. sampai kt rumah ica. die belum lg mandi. haha. rupanya the plan had changed and from 1030 jd 1130. okayy, so duduk la dlm bilik ica . then lily dtg. we talk and talk and force ica to go annd have her shower. haha.

lily , our driver of the day (hehe) pg amik najib from his house. najib nye rambut dah panjang. die x potong. haha. then kena pergi taman megah dulu sbb nk amik contact lens ica. tpt tu scary cause the people there drive cm org gila. seriously. then we have to pick up ikhwan kt lrt station. for those who dont know him, die kwn baik lily, so eventually he is our friend. he is the exception of vi guys being an ass (no offense). die ok looking la. and baik. and funny. if he wasnt a good friend of mine and i dont have a boyfriend at the mo i would probably fell in love with him. but now since he is a friend. that sounds yucky sikit. haha.

oh kereta yg kteorg naik is kelisa. so ica duduk dpan. and i duduk blakang in the middle. saje je gedik nk duduk sblah ikhwan. haha. last2 ended up being a sandwich between two guys. haha. ikhwan ckp, xpe kereta muat sbb aida buntut kecik. bengong btul.

ou was still ou the last time i went. though its only been a week i didnt go there (agak lama la tu). and obviously being the typical ou day on a saturday, an empty space to park your car is nowhere to be seen. unless you have a one card or lots of luck, fill your tank before coming cause you're going to spend it going around and around to find a perfect parking spot. nasib it was only 12, and the 5th floor x ramai kereta. so we settled near the elevator sbb sme org mls nk jln jauh2. haha.

at first, i thought of getting my payslip first then buy tickets. but lily ckp baik separate and dieorg g beli tickets dulu. so ikhwan and ica rajin ikut nk pg mph. yay! but sadly, hadi was not there . so no hadi = no payslip. sampai kt gsc ticket counter. lily dgn najib nye turn da sampai. kteorg dtg menyibuk jek kt situ. lily nk sgt tgk cte coming soon. a scary thai movie. i hesistate. bt i dont see any harm it could do to me and bajet berani la. AT FIRST. haha. da la seats xde . so dpt seats cm dpan gle. and center pulak tu. walaweyh.

for lunch, all of us agreed on carls juniour. first time eating there. so i ordered the set and dpt a cup so boleh refill byk kali. they have iced lemon tea! haha. jakun siot. the cool thing was u have to do ur own lemon tea. so ltak lemon, then ltak tea, then ltak air gula. then ikhwan dtg. complain la kat ikhwan kt sini xde ice cubes. padahal dpan mata jek. kena la perli. haish. last2 die yg x reti canne nk buat ice lemon tea tu. haha. so ajar la die step by step. then we sat at this round table. few minutes later, malin muncul. dgn niena. lama x jmpe dieorg. nk hug xleh sbb da dkat dlm. then we munch away with some silent moments. lily confessed die x pernah mkn kt chicken rice shop. tp pernah makan nasi lemak ayam ke nasi goreng ayam. somehow semua org gelak. kesian lily. pastu dtg la this deaf/mute lady. selling keychains for rm10. not being mean or anything, its kinda quite expensive. if nak derma boleh, but just cm we should give them any amount la kan. ( remind me of this completely another story, where jafri nk bg 50 sen dkat this supposed to be mute guy, but skali die tanya, rm1 ada x? sheesh.)

then leftovers from carl juniour sme sumbat in my bag, since i have a very huge bag and i offered. saving skit ble dkat dlm cinema. and x baik bazir right? the escalator lily ckp kalau blum keluar green lights kt cinema tu nye number xleh masuk lagi. nasib la, sampai2 da hijau. yg lg best la kan. dkat entrance, there's this quite good looking mat salleh . he's blonde and have the preetiest blue eyes. ica and i had our eyes glued on him for a while there. haha.

anyway, short story bout the movie. scary shit. scares the hell crap from everyone. its about a scary film that is coming soon. about a lady yg ske cabut mata budak2. bt in the end kena tkp dgn villagers pastu kena gantung mati. that was the starting and da scary. so workers kt cinema tu mcm nk buat cetak rompak. so one of them watched it alone to do a screening wtv. turns out the ghost was real. and sape2 tgk the scene where die kena gantung will die and ada kt dlm movie tu with their eyes kena korek. the hero nk g investigate kn. so rupanya, the actress yg jd the insane lady tu mati btul2 during the set because the director commented tht her acting wasnt real enough and she didnt look as if she tgh nk mati. so die mati time kena hang. then die haunt the hero. scary. the guy nk burn the tape and ended up doing same thing over and over again. in the end, hero mati kena cabut mata. and heroin pun mati jgak. and masa ending yg cm cibai tu. the girl patutnya mati kena hang ttbe akt kepala and jerit "kau nak tgk aku mati sgt kan" in thai obviously. seriously laa. heart attack. najib plak jerit sawadikap ble first2 hantu tu muncul. haha. funny la najib.

lepas movie tu, heart beat punya la laju. tp papepun spt nk shpg. ikhwan ngan najib, nak x nak terpaksa teman kteorg masuk forever 21. haha. we were in tht shops for ages.

ikhwan : eh, aida patut pakai pants mcm ni (office pants)

aida : ee, buat pe?

ikhwan : baru la mcm cikgu, then pakai dgn..

aida : blazer or a suit ke pe ek?

ikhwan : *gelak x tentu psl"

aida : betul la pmpuan pun ade blazer jgak la ikhwan.

then semuaorg cm separate. and ikhwan and i g tgk shades. before masuk kedai ni die ckp i should buy one of the square glasses so i then i could look like a teacher. and for sure boleh bagi org buli i kt college. so coincidentally enough, jumpa those dkat kedai tu. he gave me one with the transparent lenses but a very geeky looking one to let me try. then gelak gle2. jahat gle oh ikhwan. i know i look like i geek -.- tp ble die pakai pun npk cm geek jgak. huaahua. padan muka gelak kt org. lepastu being the typical girls nowdays, took clothes to try on and take pics in the fitting room. lama jgak la amik gambar tu. kesian ikhwan dgn najib kena tunggu dkat luar. muka cm lega gle ble one of us keluar.

then kteorg move on to pull and bear next door. do the same routine again. aha. but at least the guys have their clothes in that shop. dieorg pun try jgak . by the end of the day, none of us bought anything, except for malin who bought a black dress and a very cool looking hat.

malin suggests kteorg have a coffee first and chill skjap. mula2 nk g starbucks. tp semua org ckp xleh sbb kena boikot starbucks. so pergi la coffee bean. i love the pure caramel ice blended. yummy. hee. after coffee bean, malin kena blk. so last chance nk amik gambar. sme vain dkat luar ou. including the guys.

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the ghost from the movie scares me, sampai i have to sleep around 4 oclock cause her image hanging was haunting me. and 4 am, i could hear the people from masjid baca alquran then i can sleep. luckily my kakak was awake.

later

update later. im tired

running away when you're 8.

i drove half way back from work to home today. my mom still thinks its hazardous to let me drive.


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during dinner, as usual i will fight with adik. well, i wont if she cant stop being so freaking annoying thinking she is so damn great. so it started when she tought bendi was kacang panjang. hello, big difference la kot. then she said i was even stupider cause i dont know which one is timun. my mom says thts better then saying kacang panjang is bendi. so we laughed. then she said one of her typical line, "look who's talking". to shut her up, i said bdak yg dpt straight a la. she went on and on about she can do bttr eventhough her results are not out yet. well she had not sat for her pmr yet la kot. so i told her that when she have proof to show that she's better in spm thn me, then she could talk to me like that.

having nothing better to say, and felt threatened by it she went telling a fiction. as always.

ala. tgk la sape yg lari dr rumah dulu sbb patung toys r us ke pe. lari rumah sbb patung. haha. bodohnye

*everyone staring blankly at her*

haha, nenek la korang ni. benda tu jadi da lama la. adik igt angah nk lari dr rumah sbb patung tu. patung yg boleh tekan pastu tukar muka tu. angah nangis sbb mama bg patung tu kt arisha ( our niece ).

kau merepek pe ni? ble masa plak ni?

hahahhahaha. ade. jgn buat xtau boleh x. adik tau angah ingat. saje jek buat2 x igt. haha. nenek. *continue laughing*

haha, kau sorg jek yg gelak. mama igt x? angah x igt pun.

x pun. tulah adik, baca byk shin chan sgt. da xtau mane betul da.

betul la ma, hish. korang nenek betul la. adik still igt. * having a nervous breakdown*

time tu adik umur 4 tahun lagi. adik igt even mase tu adik kecik

(if she was 4 years old, then i would be 8. so i dont think im capable of running away from home at that very young age)

weyh bengong. kalau kau time tu umur 4 tahun. arisha belum wujud lagi lah. die blum lahir lg la.

tulah, mama rasa adik yg nangis masa ayah bg chocolate adik kt arisha.

hhaha, aah. semua org igt yg tu.

tak tak, adik igt angah lari dari rumah.

kau time tu masih kecik. otak pun kecik la. haha (my other sister)

wtv. behold, my very first mental patient. huahuaha

hee,

i just received the package today. wht is in the package? i would let you know after HIS birthday. haha. oh, anyway. it was my first online shopping . gle cool it works.

anyway, matriks results keluar today. and guess where i get ? perak. no way im going. hahah

hmph

my nose seems to have endless supply of fluids.

i have to go back early frm work because im so sick.

my mom thinks its suicidal to let me drive.

my stupid bitchy sister cant stop borrowing my clothes and bags ( buy your own stuff with the money and not top-ups to the bf u never even met bitch)

she thinks now is the best time to tell my mom i let her mp3 ( but actually mine, cause my dad gave it to me as MY birthday present ) taken away from her. so my mom was yelling at me to take it back tomorrow which i dont have any intention of doing so cause im so lazy to explained that i need to get it back.

and my bf thinks im ugly.

thats just grat, sometimes i can't wait to leave this house and starts over.

yay me!

thats not my name, thats not my name.

urgh, dh 4.30 ke? should have not put tht song as the alarm tone. it is so annoying that you have to wake up no matter what happent to switch it off. that annoying. haha. anyone, sure pelik kan why in the world i bgn awl gle, when most of you are enjoying those sweet dreams. hmph. well, william was "kind" enough to start my class at 515 am. yes people, in the moring. half awake i got into vincent's car. and have to wait for this one guy at uptown. until it started to rain. really heavily, then thunders here and there. and being a driver instructor, they somehow have a licence to drive really fast and dangerously. hello, its raining, and you cant see the freaking road, the road are some more very dangerous, and you drived as if you are on the highway on a sunny day. its no ferrari. its just kancil. the driving took place at skem (sounds like scam, maybe they love to scam people during the jpj test or something). and since pak cik vincent tu nk sgt awal kn, the gate was not even open yet. so have to wait around in the car for 30 minutes, with thunderstorms and my mom calling every 5 minutes to be sure that im safe and not raped by my instructor early in the morning. haha.

so we supposed to take turns, until encik hisham (my last instructor) came, and asked me to sit in the car. there's also someone else there in the car. kak neha. she's 24 and failed bukit last time and dont know which one is right or left. she says she's bad with instruction. but other then that she's okay. i have fun talking or mostly gossiping bout william. hahahahah.

then we have to wait and wait and wait for the arrival of mr. william. not only that he's late, he messed up our cards. oh ya, he renewed my licence when i renewed it already. don't expect me to pay you pak cik. anyway, the jpj people dah penat dah jerit, putih ada lg x. then off i go to the bukit section. wait and wait and wait.

"putih 31"
shit, thts me. aargh panicking panicking. please let it be the new kancil.
"kamu tunggu sini sekejap. ble keta datang kamu masuk"
new kancil. new kancil. new kancil. yay! new kancil.

aha, was so happy. i dont have to wait pun, masuk2 jek dah my turn. oh jpj sini mcm baik jek. i saw some people terlepas garisan kuning and he passed them. nevertheless, not taking any chances, my tyre was in the yellow line. passed that, i was a bit relieved la. then came to this.

*scary music playing as the background* PARKING! my worst enemy yet. haha. firstly nk masuk tu cm babeng. i almost hit the palang. dah la tpt tu cm sempit gle. ish. nervous gle im not gonna made it. yelled at myself. aida, jgn nervous. make sure pass. haha. cm org gila ckp sorang2. so i reversed the car and try to move foward. engine mati. try again, then when my car in position, it was straight! without me doing anything. bangga ni. ok got into the space . perfect. so nak keluar yg slalu problem. mmg pun. gear 1. lepas clutch. turunkn handbrake (sbb tht parking is on a slope, bahaya if x tarik handbrake) nk move foward, engine mati. every 5 seconds tht happened and keta keblakang. i was so scared langgar palang ke pe. but i keep trying while giving myself some advices. wah, pass keluar dgn slamat. and so is the threepointturn. so yes people. I PASSED MY JPJ TEST. finally. haha, but still. be careful when im in the car, i mean it.

after the test, i have to wait some more. sat next to a girl who looked so familiar.

baru habis spm eh?

aah, u pun kan?

yup, so u tinggal mana?

ohh, dkat usj.

bahahahahhahahahahahhaha. one person came right into my mind.

usj eh? knal a guy name armand x?

*laughing* armand yg bdak mata sepet cm cina tu ek?

*nods*

ohh, hari tu kwn i nk jumpa die kt sunway, so die suruh i teman nk jmpe die. and that day u txt die ke pe yg die ckp gf die yg txt die.

err, bila ni?

um, baru lagi la jgak.

are u sure? i broke up with him few months ago.

really? i thought korg still gf and bf.

um, nope. i broke up with him. maybe, yg txt die hari tu gf baru die kot.

maybee. hm, what a small world. haha

agak la. hahhaha

armand tu ddk kat mane ek?

um, i never really knw whre he lives.

ehh,then canne korg cpl?

um through a friend.

oh x lama la ek?

fr 2 months jek pn. so i never stick around to know whre he lives pun. not interested. kalau bgtau pn bkannye i tau pun.

so we talked for what seems like ages. nice girl.

anyway, i called my dad to pick me up there and my dad ended up being lost in gombak. luckily, william's driver is sending the retest students home. so i asked them to drop at a masjid nearby sbb my dad is waiting there.

so my dad almost took me back home wwhen he got a call frm office. he asked me to have my lunch at HIS restaurat (suprising, i know. just found out about it today). okay la. igtkan x lame. i finished eating my chicken pun x habis lagi. so he asked his secetary, siti and his driver, pak mat to send me back home. we made a stop at uptown sbb pak mat nk hantar kasut die. and he parked just in front of the little black book boutique. hehehe. pak mat lama x? skjap jek. knapa? oh sy igtkn nk tgk boutique tu kjap. okay, 5 minute jek eh. siti pun. so siti and i naik la atas tgk the shirts. so adorable. cme x bwk duit jek . damn.

keith,

just finished watching this movie. omg, best gle okay. jesse is as usual, so adorable. but why oh scriptwiter do you have to kill jesse in the end of movie.

*sob sob*

140409;

oh, almost forgot.

happy annivesary baby,

well, not really anni, monthly more like it. but still. i love you <3

the clock is ticking,

*ticktockticktock*

tht would be wht it sounds like if my wall clock made some noise. i have been sitting at my living room from 9 am. shifted seats bout thousands of time. pacing left and right. and outside. according to my dad my new laptop should be here from 9 to 12. so i have to wait outside cause the bells are nt working. stupidly enough i thought they sent the laptop by motorbikes, like one of the pizza hut delivery thingy. so when the sound of motor actually stopped in front of my house i pratically jumped frm my seat to go outside. kena tipu. its actually the guy who is doing the locks for my doors. so i have to wait for quite some time, listening to same songs been played twice at fly fm so i switched to mix fm. then it finally came, at 1.35 pm.

oh boy, its worth the wait. i loveeeee my laptop. for the very first time i have a webcam. sound silly. heee. but i like it. its red :)

my first webcam picture :)

monday blues,

daddy said the magic words today;

laptop angah sampai esok. mcm kul 9 until 12. tunggu tau dkat rumah. jgn pergi mana2.

*after few weeks waiting for it, it finally came. i'll blog bout it tomorrow*

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blegh, im having the monday blues.

apart frm the good news, i have been scolded today for few times just this morning. grr, feels like biting someone's heads off. and pergi kerja plak i have to teach this students who basically too lazy too learn from their mistakes. especially this kid named aqil, im teaching him fractions.

aqil, buat kerja.

aqil, tgk apa tu. buat la kerja.

aqil, kamu boleh x jgn main dgn benda lain. corrections byk lg tu.

aqil, bgn. jgn tidur. buat kerja tu. xkn xtau kot.

aqil, jgn skip step. cbe buat btul2.

dah la, tukar tpt duduk. duduk sini xleh cocentrate kamu ni.

i changed his seats and he ended up looking at the monkeys frm the window. i repeat basicallyy all tht lines and call out his name too many times, tht i lost count. until, i gave up and move onto another kid. he could watch monkeys for all i care.

anyway, to top it all off, my ex and current bf decided to msg each other on myspace. great. talk about akward. psssh.

those 6 letter word.

i love this movie and the book. its hard cold facts on guys. quite the wake up call every girl is searching.

quoting the book, he's just not that into you if ;

he is not calling you.

- i think this is the quite obvious one. though, us girls would give them excuses when they are not doing so. i used to give them excuses and they always get away with it leading us all heartbroken. cmon la, public phone ada. shops that sell top-ups are always around the corner. there are also housephones, and your parent's phones. is it that hard for you guys to just pick it up and dial our number? no matter how busy you are, you would always want to hear the voice that cheers you up , am i right?

he is not asking you out.

- hanging out with his friends are not dating. a date is when he asked you out (or the other way around). nevertheless, its a date. if i could ask guys out on a date (sad, i know) why couldnt they? i mean, x mati pun. wht did u have to lose? if tht date turns out to be a really lousy date, call it quit. say that you want to be friends with her. it aint tht hard.

you could read the book for more info. its worth every single cents of it . trust me. oh and here are some quotes from the movie;

“A girl will never forget the first boy she ever likes.”

“- Why did you do that? - Because you smell like a dog pooh”

“Connie, do you know why that little boy did those things? Because he likes you.”

“We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you.”

“How stupid is that a girl has to wait for a guy’s call anyway, right?”

“if a guy treats you like he doesn’t give a shit it’s because he doesn’t give a shit.”

"An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of “ruining the friendship.”

"Don’t get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he’ll do the asking."

"If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will."

"Just because you like to lead doesn’t mean he wants to dance. Some traditions are born of nature and last through time for a reason."

"Hey, let’s meet at so-and-so’s party/any bar/friend’s house” is not a date.

"Men don’t forget how much they like you. So put down the phone."

"You are good enough to be asked out."

“I just need you to stop being nice to me unless you gonna marry me.”

“- Maybe he lost my number or is out of town or got hit by a cab.
- Or maybe he is not interested in seeing you again?”

“What if you meet the love of your life? Are you suppose to let that pass you by?”

“I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It’s exhausting.”

*courtesy of myitthings.com

talentime,

a yasmin ahmad movie. funny, and you could say its one of the very few malay movie you should watch. the cast made you laugh and cry at the very some time. nice songs played in the movie. you should really watch it :)

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wednesday, my off day. i rarely have this inactive moments that i would be super bored sitting at home and staring at the ceiling. so, txted qiqi up and agreed to watch talentime. around 115 she picked me up at off we go. pick up the tickets i reserved, and to kill time we went to mph. ah, the joy of seeing your old colleagues. the new cashier actually allowed this strangers to actually use the phone. so qiqi called up abg firhan frm the back office and ask him to come up front. talk and talk and asked him fr his staff discount at the cafe. *insert evil laugh* on the way there, bumped into kak qira, kak su and abg pejot. like qiqi said, mph is sure dull without us. but for the very few minutes we came in, we already created a havoc. haha. good ol times. oh oh, the book cafe is diff in a way. somehow, my sandwich came with fries! haha, during my last day, i ate my sandwich with no fries at the side. oh well.

btw, the movie started exactly 235. and some chinese took our seats. oh well, no harm done. its only a seat anyway. the movie started with some tamil writing, with an english translation of bismillah. and the chinese next to me was like telling her friends, "oh, thts jawi". haha. yeah right miss. and as the adverts finished, came this one bunch of very idiotic ladies, talking very loudly as they were finding their seats. yes, we all heard you. ppl already ssh thm, they just talked louder everytime. they ruined the whole movie by either talking so loudly, laughing very loudly at some scenes tht are not even funny. seriously, wht is so funny bout people vomitting? you tell me. and they were yelling at the cast for no obvious reason. as if the casts are their friends. bugger of you stupid girls who thought they were the only one in the cinema. inconsiderate bitches.

after the movie, visited mph (again). this time around, kak qira told us that if we want to continue working at mph, we dont need to go through an interview. sure got mah. and maybe, we could ask an increase for our salary knowing how desperate they are*evil laugh*

anyway, good luck qiqi and nadia for your job interview :)

p/s : i did not get three scholarships i applied, petronas , khazanah, and tnb. tsktsk. what does a straight a student have to do to get a scholarship?

the glory of love

i have a fair share in guys. then very few of this unlucky fellow would ended up being my boyfriend. often i would hear them say, " i would die for you " or " i would do anything for you ". hey romeo, we all know thts not going to happen. all of this sentences would usually ends with buts and an "except thisthisthis" list. honestly, i gave up completely on the whole idea. yes, you can say all those things, but i know you dont mean a thing by it. its just a way to melt one's heart. they cheat throughout the whole game.

then along came azfar. true enough he gave me the same cliche promises and i did not believe him even for a bit. but ohh how he proves me wrong. i never thought those kind of guys existed! not all guys are the same, so they say.

anyway, he would actually do anything for me , and would die for me. you want prove? he drove illegaly just to satisfy this bitch who keep being pissed at him for no reason. so what he drives a car , you might say. well, he is kinda scared driving all alone frm subang without his parents knowing and without even his l license. bt he did it anyway. so just he could go out with me.

i love you dear. sorry for being a bitch most of the time. and im lucky to have u.

hm.

* a part of love story by taylor swift lyrics *

i got tired of waiting,

wondering if you were ever coming around,

my faith in you is fading,

when i met you on the outskirts of the town, i said

my jpj test is somewhat like that. im really sick AND tired of waiting for my jpj test. that stupid william keep postponing my friggin test. and the funny thing was, i asked him when is really my jpj test. he said, he himself is not sure. this is part where you're supposed to be rolling on the floor laughing. im not.

postpone.

hello, aida ah. this is william. when is your drving class ah? you went already is it?

no, my class supposed to be tomorrow right?

tomorrow ah? aida ah, your jpj test has been postpone.

postpone? you told me its this tuesday.

are you working?

yes, im working. but you told me my test is ths tuesday.

the jpj people said the retest is full already. they already cut a lot of people off. i have to postpone your test to wednesday. can or not?

ths wednesday right? i want to do my test this week. make sure its this week.

okayy. i see how first. aida ah, who is your instructor?

idk, you keep changing it.

okay. bye.

*bengong betul. aku nk buat test tu cpat2 la pandai. jgn asyik postpone boleh x pak cik?*

just show me the money,

today is the 4th. so as you all know (or dont), today is the day i get my salary from mph. i woke up being so excited and secretly wishing its actually rm1000 since i did a lot. and i mean A LOT of overtime works and full days. so went to the cimb bank to check my balance;

your balance is :

509.48

wth? its already 2 pm. and usually by then our salary would be in our account. txt farah and jaf bout it. they haven't check either. so i text kak nida bout my salary. she said yea, your salary is out today. okayy, how come its not in my account? oh, yours are being paid by cash, you have to come here and pick it up. *mumbles*mumbles*troublesome betul. hish.

so, i went to mph today nevertheless , with my sis. i have to wait for quite some time cause they're cashing out in there. its okay. chatted with rashdan. then went to the magazine to talk to abg firhan. wait some more until they finally allows me to go into the cashier room.

hmm, i know about us being underpaid and all. but so far, this is really the lowest salary i have ever gotten.

rm 714.45

grrr. my basic is 700, i did a lot of ot's, they miscalculated my punchcard last month and if you do simple maths you will know that is actually so little. wth? where did all my ot's went? i know its there somewhere. oh wait, yea its there alright. but they have to deduct my ot hours because i was late. 1 MINUTE LATE. probably 5 seconds late. ugh, why are they so mean and so cheap? why would they deduct 15 minutes because of the one minute? thts not fair. they never give us any credits for showing up 15 minutes early but penalized us for the few seconds? stupid system. they are trying to get every penny from you back. bugger those employer.

anyway, whts a better way to spend your (very little) salary then buying yourself baskin robin's ice cream and do some shopping? so i went to the cineleisure flea market to buy myself some shirts. according to ths guy one is rm18, but he can give discounts. so okay choose choose choose. then there's this two lady who is also buying there, and they bought 2 shirts. they asked the dude to give them rm30 fr the price of the 2 shirts. he negotiate with them and finally agreed on the price of rm32. so after them, i made my purchase.

hey, you sell them 2 shirts fr rm32 right? okay, i want it for rm32 too.

*laughing* dgr jek kan?

mestilah dgr, dah dekat situ jek pun.

okay, thank you. eh, ada balance ek? igt xde balance.

-.-

ok, see you again.

yeah, you too :)

aha, luckily he is quite okay looking. thts why its nicer to do business with him compared to this chinese lady there. anyway, my sis thinks i was 'gedik' then . hey, if i dont know any better i would say he's flirting with me. aha, dream on aida.

drop dead silent

ohoh,

my jpa interview was today!

yes, i would blog about my interview. and yes i know there's probably thousands blogging bout the interview. let me be the thousand and one.

so woke up around 550, took a shower, dress up, stuff my bags with everything i could think off. then, i wait for my dad to sent me off to putrajaya. in the car my dad yaps around bout the "importance" of "preparation" . he keeps telling me bout that and that. and he said im only prepared on the surface only whereas i should be prepared wholly. so yeah, i could easily dozed off in the car. but he insist i hear whatever he is saying. anyway, since he was so excited telling me bout preparations, he missed up this junction that are supposed to take us to the place. so have to do few rounds here and there and got lost. luckily we went out early, so i managed to be there 15 mins before.

park the car, walk down the escalator and find my name on the board. hmm, searching. haa. thts my name. panel 10, number 13. okiee. might take some time. so, i was standing by the door to the rooms, cause they said they are only opening it when its time. so when they reached for the door handle im already on the front eagerly to go in. went to the panel's table and they asked me to be seated first. okie dokie. then few minutes later came this indian girl and she sat next to me. since i have this newly-picked skills (thanks to mph), i can actually talk to anyone. so i turned to her and said hi. she was friendly. her name is amarmitha ( i think) and she's frm klang doing basic science in malaysia. so we talked about how nervous we are and bout there's no one at her panel's table.

then she was in the first group, so off she went. then i turned to the side. there's this malay girl who looks awfully familiar. she introduced herself. her name is alyssa(spelled ellisa) and she's from sri aman. no wonder she looks familiar! she said my hand is really cold and i should not worry cause she herself is not nervous. good for her.

somehow, at one point people were lining up at my panel's table. so she insist i go check. okayy. so i lined up to. there this bubbly and super friendly girl introduced herself. her name is aimee and she's frm smk bukit utara. she's nice to talk too. and i thought she was a malay but she's not. then came this guy lining up behind us. she being herself, introduced herself and i eventually introduced myself. so his name is adam and interested in doing japanase architecture and he took a three month crash course on how to speak japanese. cool. so while that aimee gave her folder to the lady, he asked me.

melayu ke cina?

haa? siapa? die ke i? (pointing to aimee)

kau lah.

oh , melayu la. ada rupa cina ke?

aha, npk cm cina.

err, maybe sbb mata sepet kot.

anyway, it was my turn to give my folder and stuff. turns out to be i need to get those copies signed. oh well. so i was walking here and there looking for encik bushtam to signed it. knowing who the hell he is, i asked people there. then this quite good looking guy frm jpa assist me. he searched for tht guy fr me. and he asked me to seat first, cause "kesian if asyik jln sini sana". aww, so nice of him. anyway, got the signature and returned to my panel. somebody took my seat! agaga. find a new one. so i sat near tht adam guy. and he keeps referring me as "budak straight a". i told him its good enough to get the interview. and we're the lucky 8000 to get it. he thinks i was being sarcastic -.-

anyway, then someone called me and say my turn is next. they gave me tag number;number 5.
so the other 4 people are ;

1 - this chinese guy who wants to take civil engineering at first.
2- soo peng i think. cnt remember wht she wants to take.
3- taufiq. he's okay looking. he said he wants to take up engineering too.
4- aimee. tht bubbly girl wants to take actuarial science.

so the panel consists of 2 malay guys and 1 indian. so one of the malay guy (the ketua i assume) start explaining the process. he asked us to introduce ourself in malay. okay, might be akward. so here i go,

slamat pg dan ass'kum. saya aida nur ariza binti ariffuddin. bersekolah di smkttdi. mempunyai 4 adik beradik. kakak saya sedang blejar di ipta, uia dn sdg blajar um "business". ibu sya suri rumah dan bapa sy pula mempunyai "company" sendiri. sy suka membaca.

oh, kamu suka baca? buku pe yg kamu br baca?

umm. how to talk to anyone.

*everyone was laughing*

kamu beli buku tu sbb ni ke?

uhm, lebih kurang lah.

*snicker**giggle*

sbb minat sy, sy berpeluang bekerja di mph slama 3 bulan. sy sudah berhenti dan sedang bekerja sbg cikgu di pusat tuition.

ohh, cikgu ? *sound as if he is impressed* okay, terima kasih cikgu.

thts the whole introduction thingy. since im the last one he tries to fasten it. he just cuts me off without asking me wht i want to do and whre i want to go.

skrang, kita akn membincangkn ttg isu. semua boleh menyuarakn pendapat masing2 dlm bahasa melayu. isunya ialah polis negara kita dikatakn tidak cekap etc. apa pendapat kamu. he asked tht taufiq and no. 1 about it. so i was half listening to what no. 1 said.

*smthgsmthg*perkauman*blabla*tegas.

aida, apa pdpt kamu ttg pdpat dia?

*totally off guard.*

um, saya setuju dgn pendapat nya (padahal x tau papepun), isu perkauman sentiasa wujud. walaupun pihak polis menjalankn tugasnya, mereka disalah anggap oleh rakyat. blabla.

tp pdpt sy, isu perkauman tidak wujud disini. kalau tidak, negara pasti huru-hara (shit.)

thn someone said bout rasuah. then he asked bout rasuah. i was kind enough to be the first one to raised up my hand.

saya rasa, kalau polis mintak duit skali pun kita tida spttnya membayar mereka. kita tau bukan tugas dia nk amik duit dr kita. kenapa kte bagi plak?

tp bukan better ke kalau kamu byr rm100 dr rm1000?

tidak jgak. sekurang2nya bila bayar rm1000 kte mematuhi undang2. dan jika kte bayar 100 kalau kena tkp masuk jail then kena bayar jgak lebih.

smthg bout if he is the yb, and langgar peraturan. would police malaysia tahan him.

saya rasa tidak.

okayy, next topic. in english. about financial crisis. people are unemployed. wht could u do to help the gov?
being a smarty pants. when he asked them wether they need to repeat or not. everyone was quite. i went off and said repeat please. he just stares at me and smiles. did i do anything wrong? hope not. so my ans was;

other thn buying local products, malaysians should travel inside malaysia and visit our landmarks instead of going on vacations in other countries. in a way they would help our. uhmmm (shit pe pelancongan in english). uhmm, they would help uhmm by buying (brg tptn pe plak?aargh) local products. they would invest more in malaysia.

so you're saying they would ?buy local prod

yupp, that would help. since here its cheaper, you dont have to change their currency, and they know how is the people here. why wouldnt they spent their holidays here?

how bout banks. wht should they do to help?

*silence*

banks. help. anyone?

aida, do you want to say something?

*caught off guard again* uhm, no. not really.

then that aimee saved my ass. she talks about interest rate.

how bout credit card? what do you think?

*stupid enough to raised up my hand*

since i was a cashier at mph, i have customers using credit cards (duh) . they complained about it. they said they have to pay interest. and they think they should pay using cash cause for credit cards they have to pay more frm wht they're getting. but usually nowdays people used debit cards.

haa. debit cards? yupp. debit cards.

next, open questions bout jpa/piln.
everyone was asking ques. so i think i should too.

i have a ques. uhm, wht if, after studying we decide not to work in malaysia?

are u sure bout that?

im just asking about the possibilities.

the panels are laughing and said they would kejar me if i do so.

you can request. but you're taking psychology right? we need more people like you.

um, i was just asking about possibilities.

habis lah aida xleh tidur malam.

huh?

shit, i screwed up the interview. they said the guys there have the power to write anythg on our paper. he said fr example they can write there, aida xnak kerja dkat malaysia. shitt . i hope the letter frm sultan selangor work its miracles.

till next time, shut your mouth aida nur ariza -.-

.. and they supposed to bring us a bighter future.

school that is.

see, here is the deal. i really need some forms to be signed by the headmistress a.s.a.p cause im going to the jpa interview this friday right. okayy, so i went to school and they ended up refused to sign it cause i dont have the payslip. i even made up a really good story. its not completely fiction. my dad is really not in malaysia right now, and would only be back when im going for the interview. so how am i supposed to get the freaking payslip and tht form to be signed on time? especially with the stupid pengetua and her so-called "meetings". i wonder what do they do on this meetings actually. my uncle and aunty are also pengetua. bt they would usually be at school, and running the school. in her case, the meetings are even more important then their student's future. go figure. anyway, i called up the school to ask wether would she be there or not. then in turn, she said she herself is not so sure. i told her i need this things to be signed immediately cause, well my interview is really tht soon. and she gave me"oh, nak buat mcmana". bengong betul kerani ni. i told her my form is already at school with the pengetua. then she acts clueless. so i came to a conclusion they lost the forms. bengong btul.