wht i do before i sleep,

friday is today. today is friday. yokatta :)

*jumping up and down*

finally. rasa cm skjap. sbb lg 9 hari my teiki exam. grr.

anyway, today lunch dgn shida, aween, faru and ira. kteorg g spaghetti grill tu.

lama x g situ. sgt menarik dn sedap during lunch .

so borak la ngn shida. rupanye we're more alike then we think we are.

sbb, mase tidur we have a few scares.

1. if i tidur, if panas ke sejuk ke pe ke. in any condition pun. must must use the blanket. cover the legs at least. sbb takut ade benda main ngn kaki u.

2. tingkap ngn langsir kena tutup rapat. jgn bg npk space pun. takut npk pape yg x ptt kt luar.

3. kerusi masuk dlm meja. nnt setan duduk tgk u tidur.

4. tidur jgn facing dinding. sbb takut de pape kt blakang u. nnt u x npk lg u takut.

5. almari tu pun kena tutup rapat. nnt asyik igt de benda dlm tu .

i know. it is very sad tht people like us still exist. kesiankn?

haish pe nak buat. shizeng dakara ne. mmm.

anyway, mlm ni de movie night. 3 movie straight. i love you beth cooper, finally dpt tgk!

haha

challo bette, nk mandi . tata

maybe everyone get their period today,

sbb tu semua org pms nk moody kot .

today is a very ugh day.

dh la hari ni kena bertugas. i know . lame. im supposed to be in college. tp still kena bertugas -.-

anyway,

hari ni de org dlm klas tu mcm x puas hati ngn i.

my job supposed to bg blk hw yg dh kena mark. so mcm berterabur la kn.

so i susun la the papers n nk bg ikut row.

pastu i pass this girl yg duduk plg dpan suruh pass ke blakang. die dh nk bg tu. tp dgn bggnye. die pusing blk with the papers ckp not fair utk org lain. i tanye kenapa x fair. die ckp x fair.

like hello minah.

blakang kau jek. org lain x kisah pun. dh ckp tlg each other. org lain bertugas pun aku tolong jgak wyh. xdelah selfish mcmtu skali.

pastu die conteng blackboard pastu xnk padam. die ckp its my job. padahal die yg conteng. pandai padam la wyh. thn die x puas hati ble org lain tlg i pass kn the papers. die ckp. kenapa semua org baik ngn aida ni. jadilah kejam sikit ngn die. kecoh btul.

die ckp, kt duina ni xde org nk buat baik so die pun buat la kejam kt i.

so i told her. xpe. dh biasa ngn org mcm kau.

terdiam terus. sorry la. i knw ur sensitive and might go crying kt toilet.

i dont give a damn. anymore. about anyone. dh penat melayan kerenah korg.

suka hati korg la.

buat la pe korg nk .

frm now on. aku x nk amik kisah dh.

abandoned,

terasa berzaman x bercerita pape yg menarik kt sini. slalu sgt abaikn blog kesygn ku ini. ala. mcm de org baca. hidup sy kn x begitu menarik dn sgt dramatic bg sesetengah org itu. tp tidak mengapalah. apalah yg boleh sy buat.

pelik nye tulis melayu skrang. dh lama x tulis krangan bm. sgt rindu masa2 boleh merepek 3 page penuh dgn merepek tp ayat yg reti guna. nk tulis lg karangan :(

anywayyyyy, sorry i abandoned you my precious blog. i'll try to fit updating you in my hectic but non existing life.

word of the day;

gambarisugite, shinemas.

bak kat rauf senpaiku. sono iikata wa. sukaimasen. xleh pakai nye ayat kalau g jepun. they use some other word. wht i meant to say is, terlebih berusaha, boleh mati. nk tanya cg esok betul ke x.

oh, hari ni. beli lip balm honey. menarik rasa die. sgt sedap. yummy.

today stay back sampai kul 7. bas senpai kul 7. pastu tunggu danny buat repeat utk test hari tu. oh, lupa bgtau. the other day punye test dpt no 3 dlm klas and top 10 kt situ. bangga skit :)

tp next week punye mcmane ek. mcm x boleh buat. sbb asyik tidur dlm klas. can't help it. my energy level is at a very low point. tsk tsk.

anyway, patut mandi skrang. danny dh tunggu kt bwh. and donut pun tgh tunggu.

so tata :)

*internet sini menarik. tp amari yokunai des. msn x leh masuk. mengong*

dont feed me,

nthg to update.

skrang rasa sgt mls nk update blog.

mcm xde function.

so nnt ble de mood br update btul2.

ni update pn cme nk tunggu main game kt fb tu habis loading.

anyway, happy birthday khairum mawaddah* !

:)

*classmate kt sini*

anyway, sakit perut.

esok dpt results

takut kena moichiddo.

sbb klas sblah 5 org jek mo.

tsktsk

there's a birthday cake,

first of all,

i wanna wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! woohoo. haha.

and. my dad a happy birthday too!

*yes, we do share the same birthday. some people say, the best present he ever gotten is me :)*

so this is how i celebrated it, the seconds and minutes turning 18.

played free cell, hearts, and minesweeper on the laptop sbb internet mcm ntah pape, and battery mcm low smacam, and org cina kt sblah tu tgh boremen sambil main laptop. so x brani kacau dieorg nk mintak tumpang suis.

sadly, faris was the first one to wish me. die dtg. and ckp eh dh kul 12 , dh kul 12. before die wish dh urge danny suruh ckp cpat. tp die tgh blur. so faris tu g ckp dulu. kau ni faris. aku nk danny ckp kn dulu :(

tp tape. sbb pape pun, tu somehow x dikira, sbb im counting frm the time danny wished me :)

so danny still is the first one. thanks syg :)

tp, tunggu lama2 x buat pape bosan. so i told dan dh naik dh. sbb da xde pape boleh buat. better naik. die suruh tunggu kjap. so i cm okayy. skali die hilang. so i g la toilet. blk2 die suruh pack my stuff and nk hantar i naik. but he went the opposite way. masuk ikut pintu nk g cafe. die ckp nk ckp ngn i. so dh kena drag, ikut jek la. turun tangga, there it is. something that can make me cry, shining brightly. there, on a chair.

a birthday cake. with a "DEAR AIDA, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, We love you :)" written on it.

i was kinda suprise tht they put a cake there sme. it is all so sweet. all i can do is stare at tht cake, while yelling. "ohmygod, bestnye" then the gang did a follow up. they went out and yelled "suprise!". lg la nk nangis. as sad as it sounds, i never have a suprise for my birthday. yes, this year is the first. pathetic kn? x disayangi betul. haha. anyway, when i saw them. aween, yum, hida, jimi, brownie and faris there. i mean, if its danny alone ok la jgak. ni sme ade. lg la im touched and nk nangis. you guys being there is enough fr me. so, they sang the oh-so-famous birthday song. and i blowed the candle. what did i wish for? jaa, himitsu yo :)

then we were staring at the cake fr a bit, and went to the cafe downstairs. danny brought the cake downstairs. and yg lain pgl yg lain nk mkn. danny kena marah sbb lbt sgt sampai candle cair. haha. dear dear. so i blanja the drinks on tht night, cokes jek la. so bough around 5 coke i thing. and i start cutting the cake. cake tu choc indulgence. sgt sdap :) somehow its a universal birthday cake. sme bday cake beli tu. obviously la kn. sbb choc die sgt sdap. mula2 potong nk mkn. tp danny x bg. so he take a piece after a piece. and sumbat dlm mulut i -.-

then, everyone started digging in. with spoons. haha. messy gle cake tu jd. so semua org bekerjasama (mcm wonderpets) sampai cake tu dh nk habis :) im happy tht everyone else is happy. thanks sbb mkn my bday cake tu :) then we talk and talk sampai kul 2. and seriously, i cnt stop thanking them. so mase nk naik tu, aween and hida gave me presents. hida gave me plushies (sgt comel) and aween gave me a bracelet( ok aween, mmg sgt lawa). thanks korang. and danny sent me to my floor, then he gave me my present. a necklace. sgt sgt sgt lawa. its a heart necklace. i really do love you bumble bee. thanks fr everything. aishiteiru des yo!

and thanks fr the birthday wishes through the phone. especially miya and amalin. the first 2 to txt me :)

kejap lg, nk pg sunway to actually celebrate my bday with danny, yum and izzat. i even bought a new bikini. lawa. haha :P :)