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what a boring week.

go back and forth to class mcm zombie. nthg worth studying there nymore. not interested in history of japan. i prefer maths class. at least we get to play games. and damn those presentation. and im getting fatter. yes. 3 dinner in one night. now that is my new record. see wht boredom do to you. you get fat. shittt.

oh, this week , the start of a new year, drama drama drama. sme psl graduation day. im tired getting mad, and cry because im mad. adoyai. nk buat canne kn. dushdush -.-

ohoh, and there this new students. and there is this one guy . he has a bodyguard. BODYGUARD. to class. fucking rich dude la wyh. *muka perak* tp makin lama tgk makin annoyed. aha

watching he's just not that into you. fuck, i want a guy like alex in tht story. it would be so sweet for a guy to see you and says you're my exception. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. *melting inside*

hey ho,

hello old blog, sorry i ditched you for tumblr.

so today i've decided, tumblr is for pics, and this blog is for thoughts :)

i guess that's one of my new year resolution, to keep those two updated. mcm kawin 2 plak kn :P

hmm, i miss writing. too busy to write my thought here before, and now since im free, i'll update you.

let me see, what is worth telling here,

oh oh, i passed my eju. that is examination for entering japanese university. or some sort. all i can say, i worked hard and im proud of it. though , im still a bit shocked, i'll recover :)

ibt is as usual boring, no more new drama. thank god. the only drama i have here is to deal with is how to keep my house clean, evryday. rumah model la kn :P

and yes, im still with daniel arief. a year and a half now. smtimes rase nk bunuh die pn de, rase xnk lpas die pun de. complicated. haha. bt still , im in love with him.

okayyyyy, running out of ideas, nk cari ilham skjap. update later ble dh tau btul2 pe nk tulis -.-"

tumblr,

moved on to tumblr,

bosan dh dkat sini. haha.

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rindu,

ttbe rindu rambut lama yg pjg :(

sing along time,

we booked red box , pavi today at 11. we were there at 12. we were lost and hungry. thankfully we reached there in one piece.

anyway, buffet situ awesome. after we ordered our drinks, i ngn dan sneaked outside and trus g amik food. lapar gle. since we did nt had our bfast. so i pratically took evrythg yg de kt situ. thn when we masuk br amira rachel and jimi amik their foods. i cant remember wht was the first song. bt i knw its a classic, and dan was singing to it. then we sang to justin bieber - baby song. we only remembered the chorus. haha. so we were going oh baby baby baby oh. the entire time. and then we sang fr 3 hours. byk jgak la the songs we sang. few japs songs, english songs, and ade la sesat lg melayu and indon. bt i think yg plg best sme org nyanyi is spice girls- i wanna, way back to love, the aladdin song, angels brought me here, im yours . ade byk lg. bt i cant remember. and we end our karaoke session with whitney houston. mmg terbaik laa. we sang our heart out. and amira and i was jumping on the couch praticall the whole time. best :)

but then, my voice is slowly fading away. nyeh. tape2. nxt time kte karaoke lg eh korg?

and currently addicted to news - chirarizumu. the song was cute. but then the lyrics cm perverted skitla. smthg bout peeking under one's skirt, get horny, and wishing to see more. go figure -.-

mimpi ,

pagi2 lg de mimpi yg menarik n comel. its jst tht. danny baby, jgn marah eh. its just a dream :)

so this dream pnye set konon nye cm bulan puasa.

i was at a crowded restaurant. smwht like ikea i think. thn, i was walking with my friends.

thn this one guy start calling my name and grabbed me by the hand. he said ade org yg die nk i jmpe. so i pn ikut jek la. smpai kt ths one table, ade his friend kot (who looks very very familiar. mcm senior kt ttdi) yg cm tgh malu2. thn he was like look. my friend ni nk sgt jmpe u. he has a crush on you since std 5. i was like biar btul. and somehow tht time i was kind of happy dgr cmtu. like hello. smone since std 5 until now ade a crush on u? amazing. dh la comel lak tu. and somehow we talked like friendly gle. and he promised to see me again at a game ke pe nta.

n ttbe masuk scene lain. where i promise my housemates nk buat steamboat utk buka puasa, siap bincang nk bli pe lak tu. and then ttbe de kt mph kot. i was walkin at the 2nd floor. mcm gayat sbb mcm boleh jatuh. so i decided to jump frm 2 floor to the 1st floor. ngn my roomate, shida. she was like shouting. gle ke nk lompat ke pe. i was like ehh. gayat kot. sbb tu nk lompat. xnk gne tangga. i throw down a plastic bag full of stuff kt bwh n terkena a guy cashier. kesian. haha.

lpas lompat tu, somehow tht guy de kt bwh. i told him everythg bout the jump. he just laughs it off. kteorg pun pg la dkat tpt yg boleh sit down. while walking he was holding my hand. n i did not bother to let go. and i was like sorry x dpt jmpe u last time. the game was cancelled. and then we talked. skali aween called me ckp suruh blk cpat nk masak. i cm hish jap lg blk la. dh la tgh syok ni. then music starts coming out frm the phone. tried tutup tp x boleh. so i took out the batt, and it still bunyi. n ble i nk masukkn blk sim card tercicir. so i was looking for it with him. aww, romantic. haha.

but sygnye, tht was just a dream. hmm. tapelah :)

oh ya, other thn tht dream, i just got my results. i gt no 1 in class fr language. c for politics b for economy, and full marks fr maths :)

esok nk pg karaoke kt pavi ngn dan amira jimi n rachel . yay! :D:D:D

mood raya lari berketempiaran,

this raya is the saddest raya ever in my 19 years history of life.

its decided to blk penang nxt week due to some reasons.

and im stuck at ttdi, this raya. sedih sgt sedih.

usually raya kan, people blk kg kn? i usually have this image. empty malls during raya. a car or 2 on the road. empty parking space. a lot of closed shops. booo. guess where are all the people this year? their own home. or probably merayau mana2. ttdi is way beyond empty. byk jek keta lalu sini sana. harapan nk golek2 ats jln dh musnah. with a neighbour yg psg radio to max volume for i have no idea wht reason. and the shopping complexes. where should i begin? just like any ordinary day of finding a parking at curve or ou. the stores are open. the flea market is still there. the people are there. siap ade datuk n nenek yg mkn kt pappa rich. line kt gsc mmg panjang. and the cinema are full. smpai i have to sit at the 2nd first row. nyeh.

and today i went to golf club. shocking shocking. the pakciks are there playing golf -.-

tsktsktsk. sme dh xde mood raya ke ? :(

vampire sucks boleh tahan. dont watch it if ur into the twilight shit. nnt korg makin hamun lak -.-

apologies,

slamat hari raya and maaf zahir dn batin.

im sorry if i have ever hurt you in any way.

im sorry if my posts are somewhat disturbing.

im sorry fr all the wrong doings.

sometimes, im sorry im like this.

sng cte, im sory okay korg ?

yours sincerely ,

aida nur ariza :)

raya friday,

so tonight i would probably conclude that this is the end of the raya shopping.

today bought a pair of shoes at opera , hair clips and a bra.

dh lama x pg ou. bt the sad thing is,

i paid rm50 fr a freaking shoe tht is now 30. dh la sakit. grr. i swear i wont buy shoes there if xde sale.

anyway, going off to penang on the first day. ddk dkat ngn area gurney .

which only means one thing.

food :) heeee

smlm, was sad. nt talking to u fr a day does hurt.

i miss you la kot.

and those things u said to me last night. quite ouch la.

bt im happy we're back to normal now.

you nk break ke?

you nk kne sepak ngn i ke?

eleh. igt i takut ke ngn sepak u.

ala , i tau. u cpat cair ngn i.

mne de. kalau i ngn u , i keras.

-.-"

its tuesday already,

i have tons of work to do.

terasa sgt malas nk buat

terasa cm nk curse sbb bb bodoh ni dh mkn rm10 of my kdt.

lpas tu he wants to play game.

dinner with aya,

berbuka at itallianies. with aya senpai :)

she said, ble sampai malaysia tgk klia terasa cm nk nangis. haha

i wonder if i pg japan and come back here i would feel the same.

we ordered pizza, lasagna and pasta. for the 5 us. danny, aya, jimi, zafar and me. barely finished it.

we were there fr quite a long time. yelah. nk dgr full story about japan frm her.

oh oh, and she bought us food frm japan. sdap :)

choco baby is still the best.

she bought us manjuu. tht thing was like soft. and ble mkn rase cm marshmallow.

and ble mkn terasa high skit. in dan and jimi case laaa.

tp mmg terbaik la you aya. thanks sbb blanja us dinner . you mmg ichiban :)

danny :)

ily :)

angel hair and yummy bread,

kami :)

-.-

choco baby, thanks aya :)

lailatul qadar,

i always want to knw how it feels like to be on that night.

nk kata tahun ni usaha on terawih x jgak. kuat ponteng.

hmm, tapi tahun ni ckp bella nk try doa dpt.

tht would probably what i need the most.

sblum ni x pnah tau canne nk smayang solat hajat sgt.

slama ni ikut org buat kt skolah jek,

rupanye xdelah susah sgt. thanks kpd ustazah yg kt rumah ni :P

hm, adela satu hari tu. hari test. as usual, lepas sahur benkyou.

ttbe terasa cm nk buat solat hajat bfore masuk subuh.

thn masa g skolah tidur kt surau dgr bell ckp ngn bib,

die ckp mlm tu senyap sgt. sblum ni slalu de bunyi cengkerik. tp mlm tu xde bunyi cengkerik lgsg

and panas hari tu even dh kul 12 masih rase cm pg.

she told me all about it . she asked me how was the test.

true, test was quite hard. cant answer it actually.

bt somehow, i didnt feel depressed. felt relaxed.

not like the day before yg i felt like crying jek all the time.

if that is really that night, it was nice.

it it is no. then i guess ill just try harder :)

goro goro,

which means, rolling on your bed doing nothing,

freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

an hour ago i just finished answering my exams. english was the final paper. and as usual it means 10 mins of doing the exam, another 50 to sleep or play around. nyeh.

hmm, probably one of the worst teiki ever. my kanji and grammar was like shit. the one yg i blaja fr lebih thn a week yg i xleh blaja. grrr. rase cm masa terbazir ngn sgt pandai. haish. others are like okay la. except for just now nye shakai. grr. tape aida. benda dh lpas. if you suck pun, it doesnt change a thing. kan? hm, nta la. i just want to enjoy my holiday now.

oh oh, last week buka puasa with najib and lily. there were also dan and hasif. mmg makin hamun ble org secret recepi ckp die terslh booking and there was no place fr us. so kteorg pun pgla itallianies. kt itallianies tu dh la de this guy cm diva gle. and i think he likes my bf -.-

najib x habis2 glak die. haha. mmg patut pun. anyway, best la dpt lpak :)

other than tht, im falling in love with jap songs. ttbe jek. oh oh. and there's this one band, ARASHI, the songs are like so cute. and thanks amira fr being a dear and give me their songs. hee. oh and thanks for the cd . hee

bt the truth is, they look a bit girlish. they look like jap's boyband. the typical one. tapela. janji lagu sdap.

study hard, play harder,

tht is wht they says. so im just doing wht im supposed to do. play harder. ngehngehngeh

tomorrow it kinda my final ever exam. other thn eju of course. this is probably the most relaxing exam to study for ever. though the topics are quite a lot. plg byk keluar chapters compared to other classes. so far manged to finish the joukyuu. bt right now tgh golek2 ats katil online. hee x sdar diri esok exam. tsktsk.

all i need to do now is focus on my studies. yup. i should do tht. after im happy facebook-ing :)

looking foward fr friday. last day of class!

anyway, wish me the best of luck. tata :)

no regrets,

JLPT - japanese language proficiency test

being the most unlucky batch ever live on earth, this year is the year they decided to change how jlpt works and decided to place the first and second level at the very same time. so we have to make the choice. if i take the second level , its a sure thing that i'll pass the test. but why i want to take the test if i knw i cn pass kn? so im taking the first level. why? because i know i can.

asked yamaki. she said she think i can do it. she think i can pass the test. so thats why im taking it.

but iwa and kondou said, if you fail , you'll be going to japan with only the 3rd level.

daijoubu yo sensei tachi. boku wa ichido yatte mite. chousen mite. kanarazu ikeru to omou yo. gambarimasu

so right now in ibt, dan, amira and i would be the only person thats taking first level.

wish us luck

sports day,

its one of the odd day where ibt decides that there would be no classes but plain fun on the field.

and so they made us walk, i have no idea how many kilo's, to the field under the typical malaysian weather. hot. and is hould had eaten my bfast. damn. thought they were going to give us bfast. iwas wrong. anyway, was happy cause managed to finish the pompoms and it look so cute and fluffy. but turns out to be useless unless you want to wear it as a wig and be the next ronald mcdonald.

anyway, when we got there, i was pratically sweating like a pig. to think of it. does pig even sweat? anywhoo, it was seriously hot. and the sun was directly above our heads. mcm gle plak tu panas. nasib bwk kipas. haha. anyway, it was fun looking at ibt's own sharpay. bapak x mengagak minah tu. nk pg bersukan pn pakai like she's about to be film in an ad or smthg.or like someone is going to ask her to marry them. errrr.

then there was this warming up session. sumpah cute gle. its nt the typical count frm 1 to 8 to. they even have a recorded tape for it. oh, found it. it was on youtube of course. after the warming up, a ball passing game. there was like almost 40 ppl lining up passing balls 6 times. and my team won. yay! haha. then there was the three legged race. was the first one to go. been practicing the night before. thank god rachel was a fast learner, and we managed to run . haha. cute gle. but we lost, tsktsk.

after that was tarik tali. danny was the front guy for my team. he was so strong. haha. sure korg nk muntah kt tpikn. gome ne :P bt serious. bt the funny one must be sumitani's and ono's face. priceless. haha. and onomoto jatuh. man, i wish i was there nk tgk. haha.

then there was skipping. 8 girls , 1 rope. damn it was hard. kind of pissed dkat org dpan i tu sbb she cant get it right. but thn it was ok. lpas tu terjerit kt kouhai plak sbb messed up the lompat. terasa jahat. gomen gomen. kne apologise cpat ni. bt then it was okay laaa. they managed to do 4. which was better. bt thn dpt last jgak -.-

after tht serious nk tumbang. dh la the shoes was killing me. maybe sbb lame x pakai kot. amik plasters frm sensei thn sat under the tent dgn amira sme. buat keje gle br g support blk fr the tarik tali again. pictures fb. in the end, my team got the 3rd place. bt xde beza pn sbb hadiah sme same. haha. got back, watch tv, shower, kfc, then sleep sampai kul 7. bahagia :)

aween.me.yamaki.mira.tatsumi.wani

aween and i , doing a role play, aween being the aween mcdonald of course :P

p.s. looking foward fr tmrw. bazaar at rasta, inception with jaf. praying the ticket line is nt monstrous.

reunion,

met up with miya at ou. walk here and there. there's this one dress i want, and its 2 fr rm29. damn. it takes courage to get away frm there. seriously. anyway, we keep forgettin our mission, which is to buy baskins and a card for lily.at least we bought the card though. then we took a cab to lily's. cause najib ngn ica lbt bgn. haha. then we sampai rumah lily greeted her and talk. thn ica sampai. lpas tu najin. seriously mmg best dpt borak with them . its been quite a while since we all get together and talk. like nonsense talk. i miss those moments. with their very interesting choice of words. haha. happy ngn korg :)

then malik drop off my present. lawa. haha. thanks malik. tht would probably be the last time im going to see him ever. ouch.

anyway, we talked the whole day. while eating domino's. rasenye kteorg btul lapa. cause we finished up 2 regular box dgn kteorg jek. haha. thn we talked nonstop.

then ica blk, lpas tu najib. and thn br malin sampai. frm melaka. ahha. awesome la kau babe. thanks dtg. rindu sgt :)

blk around 7 and right now tgh kt condo kt rumah ira, while watching a drama with some serious bad acting. haishhh.

eju results,

the results was devastating. no more genius aida. seriously. ttbe rase cm x bgne all the exams here kt ibt. i mean. its nt tht important kn? wht u get fr eju is the most important thing if u want to go to japan right? so all the good grades for maths means nthg?yup, might as well flush down the toilet.

japanese 256/400

social studies 75/200

maths 113/200

i knw i suck when it comes to history and geog. bt cmon. 75? my god. i knw i can do better thn tht. shitla, canne nk masuk kobe canni aida? and i was aiming more thn 150 fr my maths. i knw it was easy. i thought it was easy. damn my careless mistakes.

at least my language is quite good. highest fr the jpa students.

lets just pray the december one is way bttr thn this. seriously

totally out of the topic anyway, im currently at wak chai. and ashraf muslim is sitting next to my table, facing yours truly. for those who doesnt knw him, he's kinda new in this acting business. bt he is so hot. seriously. im nt lying. go google him up or smthg. and i cnt stop smiling :))))))))

p.s; nurliyana get well soon. we'll be there fr you tmrw ok babe? :)

other people call it holiday,

yes. a week of holiday. woohoo. equals to loads of hw. fun.

hum tday is wed, and today would be day im going to ibt to collect my results. ok the average marks fr the world is quite high. especially social science. crap. i want to puke. im serious. shit. im scared. 2 more hours. damn damn damn. please let it be a miracle. please oh please

moving on,

this preety much sums up evrtyhg i do during the holiday,

sat - ou with lily, ou with family. meet up with dan's family at ou. bought a blue belt at dorothy perkins.

sun - meatballs with malik, went to rasta's bazaar, bought a bag and a dress. oh and, was embarrassed.

mon - managed to start my shukudai. finsihed my maths. finished watching "shiawase ni naritai". without subtitles. went to ou with lily and faez. ate big apples and drink starbucks fr quite some time. akward silents.

tues - medical checkup at apollo. watch kiroi namida. finished my nihonggo shukudai. another 20 pages left for the novel "anata ga suki"

wed - here i am at coffee hut, waiting fr the time to pass by, waiting fr lily to tman me to go to ibt. praying i wont get tht bad of a results.

please pray for me.