hmph

my nose seems to have endless supply of fluids.

i have to go back early frm work because im so sick.

my mom thinks its suicidal to let me drive.

my stupid bitchy sister cant stop borrowing my clothes and bags ( buy your own stuff with the money and not top-ups to the bf u never even met bitch)

she thinks now is the best time to tell my mom i let her mp3 ( but actually mine, cause my dad gave it to me as MY birthday present ) taken away from her. so my mom was yelling at me to take it back tomorrow which i dont have any intention of doing so cause im so lazy to explained that i need to get it back.

and my bf thinks im ugly.

thats just grat, sometimes i can't wait to leave this house and starts over.

yay me!

thats not my name, thats not my name.

urgh, dh 4.30 ke? should have not put tht song as the alarm tone. it is so annoying that you have to wake up no matter what happent to switch it off. that annoying. haha. anyone, sure pelik kan why in the world i bgn awl gle, when most of you are enjoying those sweet dreams. hmph. well, william was "kind" enough to start my class at 515 am. yes people, in the moring. half awake i got into vincent's car. and have to wait for this one guy at uptown. until it started to rain. really heavily, then thunders here and there. and being a driver instructor, they somehow have a licence to drive really fast and dangerously. hello, its raining, and you cant see the freaking road, the road are some more very dangerous, and you drived as if you are on the highway on a sunny day. its no ferrari. its just kancil. the driving took place at skem (sounds like scam, maybe they love to scam people during the jpj test or something). and since pak cik vincent tu nk sgt awal kn, the gate was not even open yet. so have to wait around in the car for 30 minutes, with thunderstorms and my mom calling every 5 minutes to be sure that im safe and not raped by my instructor early in the morning. haha.

so we supposed to take turns, until encik hisham (my last instructor) came, and asked me to sit in the car. there's also someone else there in the car. kak neha. she's 24 and failed bukit last time and dont know which one is right or left. she says she's bad with instruction. but other then that she's okay. i have fun talking or mostly gossiping bout william. hahahahah.

then we have to wait and wait and wait for the arrival of mr. william. not only that he's late, he messed up our cards. oh ya, he renewed my licence when i renewed it already. don't expect me to pay you pak cik. anyway, the jpj people dah penat dah jerit, putih ada lg x. then off i go to the bukit section. wait and wait and wait.

"putih 31"
shit, thts me. aargh panicking panicking. please let it be the new kancil.
"kamu tunggu sini sekejap. ble keta datang kamu masuk"
new kancil. new kancil. new kancil. yay! new kancil.

aha, was so happy. i dont have to wait pun, masuk2 jek dah my turn. oh jpj sini mcm baik jek. i saw some people terlepas garisan kuning and he passed them. nevertheless, not taking any chances, my tyre was in the yellow line. passed that, i was a bit relieved la. then came to this.

*scary music playing as the background* PARKING! my worst enemy yet. haha. firstly nk masuk tu cm babeng. i almost hit the palang. dah la tpt tu cm sempit gle. ish. nervous gle im not gonna made it. yelled at myself. aida, jgn nervous. make sure pass. haha. cm org gila ckp sorang2. so i reversed the car and try to move foward. engine mati. try again, then when my car in position, it was straight! without me doing anything. bangga ni. ok got into the space . perfect. so nak keluar yg slalu problem. mmg pun. gear 1. lepas clutch. turunkn handbrake (sbb tht parking is on a slope, bahaya if x tarik handbrake) nk move foward, engine mati. every 5 seconds tht happened and keta keblakang. i was so scared langgar palang ke pe. but i keep trying while giving myself some advices. wah, pass keluar dgn slamat. and so is the threepointturn. so yes people. I PASSED MY JPJ TEST. finally. haha, but still. be careful when im in the car, i mean it.

after the test, i have to wait some more. sat next to a girl who looked so familiar.

baru habis spm eh?

aah, u pun kan?

yup, so u tinggal mana?

ohh, dkat usj.

bahahahahhahahahahahhaha. one person came right into my mind.

usj eh? knal a guy name armand x?

*laughing* armand yg bdak mata sepet cm cina tu ek?

*nods*

ohh, hari tu kwn i nk jumpa die kt sunway, so die suruh i teman nk jmpe die. and that day u txt die ke pe yg die ckp gf die yg txt die.

err, bila ni?

um, baru lagi la jgak.

are u sure? i broke up with him few months ago.

really? i thought korg still gf and bf.

um, nope. i broke up with him. maybe, yg txt die hari tu gf baru die kot.

maybee. hm, what a small world. haha

agak la. hahhaha

armand tu ddk kat mane ek?

um, i never really knw whre he lives.

ehh,then canne korg cpl?

um through a friend.

oh x lama la ek?

fr 2 months jek pn. so i never stick around to know whre he lives pun. not interested. kalau bgtau pn bkannye i tau pun.

so we talked for what seems like ages. nice girl.

anyway, i called my dad to pick me up there and my dad ended up being lost in gombak. luckily, william's driver is sending the retest students home. so i asked them to drop at a masjid nearby sbb my dad is waiting there.

so my dad almost took me back home wwhen he got a call frm office. he asked me to have my lunch at HIS restaurat (suprising, i know. just found out about it today). okay la. igtkan x lame. i finished eating my chicken pun x habis lagi. so he asked his secetary, siti and his driver, pak mat to send me back home. we made a stop at uptown sbb pak mat nk hantar kasut die. and he parked just in front of the little black book boutique. hehehe. pak mat lama x? skjap jek. knapa? oh sy igtkn nk tgk boutique tu kjap. okay, 5 minute jek eh. siti pun. so siti and i naik la atas tgk the shirts. so adorable. cme x bwk duit jek . damn.

keith,

just finished watching this movie. omg, best gle okay. jesse is as usual, so adorable. but why oh scriptwiter do you have to kill jesse in the end of movie.

*sob sob*

140409;

oh, almost forgot.

happy annivesary baby,

well, not really anni, monthly more like it. but still. i love you <3

the clock is ticking,

*ticktockticktock*

tht would be wht it sounds like if my wall clock made some noise. i have been sitting at my living room from 9 am. shifted seats bout thousands of time. pacing left and right. and outside. according to my dad my new laptop should be here from 9 to 12. so i have to wait outside cause the bells are nt working. stupidly enough i thought they sent the laptop by motorbikes, like one of the pizza hut delivery thingy. so when the sound of motor actually stopped in front of my house i pratically jumped frm my seat to go outside. kena tipu. its actually the guy who is doing the locks for my doors. so i have to wait for quite some time, listening to same songs been played twice at fly fm so i switched to mix fm. then it finally came, at 1.35 pm.

oh boy, its worth the wait. i loveeeee my laptop. for the very first time i have a webcam. sound silly. heee. but i like it. its red :)

my first webcam picture :)

monday blues,

daddy said the magic words today;

laptop angah sampai esok. mcm kul 9 until 12. tunggu tau dkat rumah. jgn pergi mana2.

*after few weeks waiting for it, it finally came. i'll blog bout it tomorrow*

------------------------------------------------------------------

blegh, im having the monday blues.

apart frm the good news, i have been scolded today for few times just this morning. grr, feels like biting someone's heads off. and pergi kerja plak i have to teach this students who basically too lazy too learn from their mistakes. especially this kid named aqil, im teaching him fractions.

aqil, buat kerja.

aqil, tgk apa tu. buat la kerja.

aqil, kamu boleh x jgn main dgn benda lain. corrections byk lg tu.

aqil, bgn. jgn tidur. buat kerja tu. xkn xtau kot.

aqil, jgn skip step. cbe buat btul2.

dah la, tukar tpt duduk. duduk sini xleh cocentrate kamu ni.

i changed his seats and he ended up looking at the monkeys frm the window. i repeat basicallyy all tht lines and call out his name too many times, tht i lost count. until, i gave up and move onto another kid. he could watch monkeys for all i care.

anyway, to top it all off, my ex and current bf decided to msg each other on myspace. great. talk about akward. psssh.

those 6 letter word.

i love this movie and the book. its hard cold facts on guys. quite the wake up call every girl is searching.

quoting the book, he's just not that into you if ;

he is not calling you.

- i think this is the quite obvious one. though, us girls would give them excuses when they are not doing so. i used to give them excuses and they always get away with it leading us all heartbroken. cmon la, public phone ada. shops that sell top-ups are always around the corner. there are also housephones, and your parent's phones. is it that hard for you guys to just pick it up and dial our number? no matter how busy you are, you would always want to hear the voice that cheers you up , am i right?

he is not asking you out.

- hanging out with his friends are not dating. a date is when he asked you out (or the other way around). nevertheless, its a date. if i could ask guys out on a date (sad, i know) why couldnt they? i mean, x mati pun. wht did u have to lose? if tht date turns out to be a really lousy date, call it quit. say that you want to be friends with her. it aint tht hard.

you could read the book for more info. its worth every single cents of it . trust me. oh and here are some quotes from the movie;

“A girl will never forget the first boy she ever likes.”

“- Why did you do that? - Because you smell like a dog pooh”

“Connie, do you know why that little boy did those things? Because he likes you.”

“We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you.”

“How stupid is that a girl has to wait for a guy’s call anyway, right?”

“if a guy treats you like he doesn’t give a shit it’s because he doesn’t give a shit.”

"An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of “ruining the friendship.”

"Don’t get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he’ll do the asking."

"If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will."

"Just because you like to lead doesn’t mean he wants to dance. Some traditions are born of nature and last through time for a reason."

"Hey, let’s meet at so-and-so’s party/any bar/friend’s house” is not a date.

"Men don’t forget how much they like you. So put down the phone."

"You are good enough to be asked out."

“I just need you to stop being nice to me unless you gonna marry me.”

“- Maybe he lost my number or is out of town or got hit by a cab.
- Or maybe he is not interested in seeing you again?”

“What if you meet the love of your life? Are you suppose to let that pass you by?”

“I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It’s exhausting.”

*courtesy of myitthings.com