friends,

i miss you guys. malinicamiyanajiblilynadia etc.

nk keluar ngn korg. but i knw. bad timing. korg tgh exam :(

koizora,

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koizora,

just finsihed watching koizora. it actually means sky of love. if translated. aaa. the ending is so sad. ok, basically the whole movie is sad. but must watch, comel sgt cte die.

oh, dh holiday skrang. one week holiday. but shukudai mcm a year holiday. grrr. kerja byk sgt. how in the world am i going to catch up with my social life now :(

starbucks in a can,

frm jap, a small can of starbucks will cost u rm8.90,

frm korea, a bigger can thn the jap's one will cost u rm7.90.

why is there a price diff? you tell me. i have no idea -.-

other thn that, my life is preety much the usuals. oh i bumped into one of my ex kt tesco. but x sedar pun tu die until my sister told me. nasib x sedar. dlm byk2 ex. i dont like him. cause he dont like me. simple as that. and then. i bought 6 egg tarts. ltak kt 1st floor. the next morning. missing one tart. there's a food theif here. apparently you can put your phone, laptop, ds, or wthsoever. no one will steal it. but if you put foods ther. say bye2 to it. sad.

oh, and i just found out about this new anime. its called rapeman. this guy is a teacher by day, and a superhero by night. he will get justice by raping girls. who cheat and break guy's heart. raping to save the day? eito. chotto ne.

rapeman, heng na superhero

6 months,

no im not pregnant for 6 months. no, i did not have sex. and no, im not counting the time that passes by.

im counting the time that dan and me are one official couple. haha. before the date byk sgt problem. tu lah kan manusia. gatal2 cari problem. pe nk buat. dh nama pun manusia. shizeng no koto des yo. which is a natural thing. anyway. yeah. dh 6 bulan. plg lama so far i ngn together ngn a guy. minus zaman percintaan monyet di kala waktu skola du. so yeah plg lama.

danny ni kan. i dnt knw how to describe my feelings fr him. sometime i wanna kill him. but sometimes i just want to give him kisses the whole time. he's like adoroble and cute in his own way. maybe die not the pretty boy type la. more the geeky type. tp nta. smthg about him attracts me. and he cares about me. the smallest detail i told him to my face reactions, he can tell what am i going to say. and remembers it well. seriously, if i nk argue ngn die bout wht i rasa i x pnah ckp, he go on and told me wht clothes i wore on tht day. super sweet. ok la. he's not perfect. of course ada gaduh. x gaduh mcm bengong la kn. x normal. saya normal dn hubungan sy dgn manusia sihat. mcm buat iklan kesihatan plak -.- anyway, pendek kata, i love you baby. happy halfyear anni ! :*

meh nk berstory skit. sape nk dgr? well, in this case, sape nk baca?

6 months ago, everyone here (JPA students) is pratically against the way we date. to us, mmg like a normal thing to hold hands and stuff. its a sin i know. bt the way dieorg tgk kteorg dulu mcm like kteorg ni having sex kt public jek. seriously smeorg bising and ckp jgn tman sampai bilik. padahal dieorg tatau sampai lif jek dulu. sampai floor. dh buhbye. soredake yo. tp x. nk jgak mengumpat blakang. skrang ni, couples tumbuh mcm cendawan. and yg i tgk, yg alim2 yg bising dulu tu. sme seperti berpegangan tgn dn sbgnye. i dont hate you guys. i just hate hypocrisy jek. sooo, lain kali, before anyone who want to give me usrah, think about urself first eh. jgn sembarang nk bg usrah couple tu haram, kalau kamu sendiri akn melakukannye. sorry, kalau korg baca dn terasa. my blog. i write whatever i want. hate me for saying the truth? hate yourself.

other than that, drumroll please.

bamababmababambam...........

i passs my first chukyuu test! susah gle. ramai gle x lulus. itu pun pass sepi2 jek. like passing mark 80. i nye marks 80. nasib kn? alhamdulillah :)

markah geog test pun mcm tu. sepi2. slh lg 2 soalan cnfirm kena repeat. nasib x la. i got mixed up with my oceans. go figure. aida and map, dont go together. they do not belong in one sentence. sounds weird, aida and map. haha.

ok la, tata. pnat type. nk mandi plak kjap lg.

he's the guy in the dark blue. you should wear baju melayu more often.

i love you babe, happy halfanni :)

hoshi sensei,

hello there old friend. i rarely have the chance to write in here. well, korg might complain about your work yg never ending tu. tp bersyukurla korg at least de life nk online and post stuff. lately mmg sgt buzy. 24 hours is not enough. seriously. i got back frm class is already 6 pm. makan mandi sme boleh la nk sampai kul 8. and then kena buat never ending hw and study lg untuk the next day. sampai la nk tidur. itupn tidur ltak kertas kaji tepi katil. sedih kn? nk buat canne. this is the road i chose, so, this is what i have to go through.

anyway, the main reason im writing right now is fr my beloved sensei.

the guy in the pic is my sensei. toru hoshi. bt kteorg pgl die hoshi sensei. his name means star in jap. cg ni sgt la handsome even dh tua, seriously. and he is like so adorable and nice. but sadly, he is leaving the school. zanneng ne. he is like my fav teacher la kot! since this is nt the first teacher who just stop otw, we're better prepared ths time. bt i cant stop the tears nyway.

so the reason he is leaving us, because his wife is a sensei in malaysia also but with a contract. so the contact ended. and he have to make a choice to go back to japan with the family or stay here in malaysia teaching us. mochiron la die blk jepun kn.

hmm, sensei ni kalau masuk klas. his line is always the same. "kyou wa nan getsu nan nichi nanyobi deska. tenki wa?" to our nichoku san. *translate: today is what mon, what date, what day. and the weather* i usually drag the moment i jd nichoku san and have to answer the ques. im going to miss it now. sigh. and he is class is interesting when he is explaining smthg. i love his explanation. sbb cm funny gle. like kalau cg lain takkn explain mcm die explain. sng kata. best la. benda yg xde kena mengena pun die ajar. sgt comel. and die sgt baik. so far die x pnah marah org. bila tidur ke, buat kerja lain ke dlm klas die (me). sgt baik. tp dh teramik advantage of him plak da. gome ne sensei? and thn he slalu layan i. sbb i slalu layan die. and his shirt is never ironed. and he always wear the same time. a fish tie. he's like so simple. i dh rindu die dh. today is the last day he's working. byk amik gambar. bt right now its not with me. nnt ble dpt, ltak kt sini. promise.

other thn that, nothing huge happened tht is worth writing here. i went to a camp. blabla3.

oh oh oh.

and i bought a nintendo ds. hee. fr study purpose. serious. act as a dictionary. the game is just the benefits. so im addicted to it. danny bought the same colour too. hee

and this is how it begins,

Im bored. Still cant be connected to internet : ( sad. Anyway, baru sedar. I never wrote here about my bf. I mean how it happened and all. Usually, I would. But at that time, I wanna keep it a hush hush? Maybe. Wasurechatta -.-” you are probably saying something like spare me details, eh? My blog, I’ll write what I want . Rase meluat nk bacac xyah baca. Ne? : P

It all started during the first time I went to ibt. Where all budak jpa kena kumpul. Being so lost, I looked around and kinda dissapointed that the guys are so not good looking. Seriously. So, as I went into the building, I saw him. Standing around the corner wth his dad and mom. My dad shook his dad’s hand and all. But smthg about him catched my eyes. Kinda eager to know him. Time tu, igtkn die chinese. Shocked sbb semua kt situ melayu, sesat cina plak -.-

So first day of class, somehow I was quite happy tht he took the same course. Hee. So same class. And everyone was introducing themselves, I found out his name is danny. Then during lunch break, terkejut tgk he masuk surau. I remember saying to my friend, eh die smbahyang. Melayu rupenye. Haha. But he was loud. Dgn his new friends. Like so loud. Kinda annoyed at first. Siap tegur lg dieorg . And tht time busy ngn jokes about maria. So in class pun loud. Annoyed.

Danny ni jenis suka duduk kt study hall, when everyone else lpas class tidur. Interesting. So, one day tu, aween and I nk g nearest cc. sbb we cant live wthout fb! Aha. Tp nk ltak brg kt study hall. Aween takut brg kena curi, so instead kteorg suruh danny tu jaga, sbb he was the only one there. Then off we go. Otw there, yum call ckp nk pinjam buku. So I ask her to take my book frm danny. Blk frm cc, tgk2 danny xde. And to found out yum took my book only, panic. Aween syg her notebook. So we went up and down looking fr danny’s number. Dpt his friend nye number, roy. So call roy nk dpt danny’s. tp call die , no answer. Aween risau, so I ask roy to go check danny’s room or smthg. In the end, dpt jgak buku aween. He handed it to me. Frm there, I kept his number : )

So, as day went by, makin lama makin rapat ngn die. Sometimes, I even ajak die blaja sama. And sometimes, I turun sorg, hoping to have a glimpse of him. Crazy right? But I was kinda stupid then. I mean mcm, benda sng, but asyik kena repeat test. Dh la tht time, my current bf menghilang. Sgt tension. So one day, in the bus. I just sat there, next to aween, and cried. Alone. He was sitting behind me. Aween told him. So, masa dh sampai, I just went to the study hall. Not talking to anyone. And started doing my homework. Bingit sgt sbb im stupid to repeat the tests. I cried again. He sat there next to me. Keep asking wether im ok or not. I told him, im ok. Obviously im not. At one time tu, he pgg my hands and say, are you ok? At tht time. Somehow the time mcm stop. Then he let go. Lpas tu, he type stuff on his phone. Comel gle like im right here if you neef me with a smiley. Hee. Then, that night, I went to the subway with him. We talk and talk. I think I fell in love with him then.

And on one fine day, I was cleaning my room fr the very first time. Pinjam mop aween bg. Then, br nk start mop, dpt a msg frm danny ckp he have smthg to tell me. And he told me he likes me. I was like shrieking, jumping up and down, lari g blik aween and show her the sms. So I was running back and forth, sampai kena locked outside, twice. Anyway, seriously happy on tht day, then we went fr dinner ramai2. We act as if nthg happened. And then blk study hall, baca cleo together. Adorable. I like tht time.

But then, awl2 tu cm de problem. He had a gf. I had a bf. A missing one though. So always de problem, sbb he cant seem to break up with her. But keep telling me tht he loved me. Mcm, sakit hati la jgak. Tht one day I let him go. Like they say, if you love someone, you let them go. And if they return thn they’re yours. He came back. And we get together again. He broke up with his gf. And me with mine. But, mcm tht gf of his was still there though. Annoying. Quite kejam kn I? oh well. Anyway, sampai one day tu I bingit I naik my room. Then, he try to put a smile on my face. He was like, eh, tshirt american idol. Funny. There I was bingit kt die, due cme nk cte about my shirt -.-

Anyway, on one fine night, he asked me to be his gf. And tht was tht. Im his. And forever would be : )

holiday,

Waaa, hisahiburi deshou ne.

Tsktsk, sad. The modem do know how to pick the right time to stop functioning. Just when I have two weeks of holiday. I need to be connected with my facebook and blog! Aaaa! Bored . Bored. Bored. Sometimes, I get so bored that I do my homework. Almost done. Tinggal maths skit lg. and some nihonggo pnye ques tht I decided im too lazy to ans. Anyway bfore holiday dh berazam, tht I would study all my kanji and bungpo. But harapan tgl harapan.

Anyway, before cuti , I organized like a small party fr the class. As I wrote bfre, we aint in the same class anymore L so I bought kfc and other stuff with cakes. Even our class teacher is there, nishio sensei. Oh, on that day nishio nangis. While giving out the results. Our results must be tht bad, huh? She told us, if we work hard, we can do it. We can excel. She said, we don’t know when we’ll die. Maybe another 60 years perhaps? We only have to suffer for a year or so. And if we didn’t do our best. We’ll regret it our whole lives. True. The scary thing was. She never cries. I mean she do ths, im going to eat you up alive if you don’t pass up the hw, but she’s a good teacher. Im lucky she is still teaching me though.

Soooo,

During the holiday. What do I do eh? I spent countless hours in front of my laptop watching jap drama. Yes, I got the dell people to come and fix my laptop. Quite frustrating talking to the customer service’s operator though. A whloe lot of you do this and that. But nthg worked. So they came. Complicated. And I thought you only change the cd- rom -.-

Anyway, tgk cerita HERO. Ok, drama ni sgt la lama sgt. I have to admit. The only reason im watching it cause im practicing my listening skills. Which I obvously suck. Boleh faham la. Amazingly. Cme byk sgt gne bahasa polite, which I don’t really memorize. Anyway. Hero best. Sad. But funny. The guy is hot. Haha. Then I watch chikoku shoujyo. Translated, girl from hell. I don’t even need the subtitle. Lg boleh faham. Cte die menarik. I mean, would you do your revenge, drop the person you hate the most in hell? Even, if tht means, you yourself going to hell, etenarly after you die if you do so? They did. Baka jyanai ka? I dnt think someone would do tht. But, hey, we’re living in a cruel world. Sou ne? anyway, learn a new sentence. Chikoku ni ochiru. Drop in hell.

The days im not watching dvd, im out. Most of the time. Like Sunday and Monday, both days keluar ngn danny. He went bck to johor Tuesday, so mcm nk lpas rindu la. I love you so much. Seriously. Missing you like crazy, daniel arief. Anyway, he bwk I g mkn ikea. For the very first time I ate at the café. Sbb usually I mkn yg hot dog kt bwh tu jek. Sedappp sgt. And like so cheap. Best. We sat at ikea fr an hour or so, talking. And pretending as if we’re a married couple. Crazy right, love?

Wednesday tu plak, keluar ngn nad and zaim. Nad bwk g uitm die. Sgt menarik. And then khamis, I went to the dentist. Im missing a tooth now, and no I did nt get a fight with anyone. So stop with the ques -.- then on Saturday, went our dgn miya and ica. We’re supposed to go to the flynivessary tp x jd. Tgh tunggu ica do her stuff, terjumpa aiman, acap and izzat. Yupp, tht izzat. Shhh. Bt the secret is. We’re friends now. Anyway, we talk and talk and talk. Then dieorg blk, sambung shopping. Miya introduce me to a new shop. Recommended. The clothes are just sooo preety and cheap! Thanks miya J bought the dress that I always wanted, sigh.

So thts a week of holiday, compressed in this very post. Ade another week to enjoy my butt off before sambung jd zombie kerajaan. Haiyoo. I’ll update again. Muri dewa nai. Seikou mo dekinai shi. Kawaiso ne? anyway, I miss you, daniel arief L