mood raya lari berketempiaran,

this raya is the saddest raya ever in my 19 years history of life.

its decided to blk penang nxt week due to some reasons.

and im stuck at ttdi, this raya. sedih sgt sedih.

usually raya kan, people blk kg kn? i usually have this image. empty malls during raya. a car or 2 on the road. empty parking space. a lot of closed shops. booo. guess where are all the people this year? their own home. or probably merayau mana2. ttdi is way beyond empty. byk jek keta lalu sini sana. harapan nk golek2 ats jln dh musnah. with a neighbour yg psg radio to max volume for i have no idea wht reason. and the shopping complexes. where should i begin? just like any ordinary day of finding a parking at curve or ou. the stores are open. the flea market is still there. the people are there. siap ade datuk n nenek yg mkn kt pappa rich. line kt gsc mmg panjang. and the cinema are full. smpai i have to sit at the 2nd first row. nyeh.

and today i went to golf club. shocking shocking. the pakciks are there playing golf -.-

tsktsktsk. sme dh xde mood raya ke ? :(

vampire sucks boleh tahan. dont watch it if ur into the twilight shit. nnt korg makin hamun lak -.-

apologies,

slamat hari raya and maaf zahir dn batin.

im sorry if i have ever hurt you in any way.

im sorry if my posts are somewhat disturbing.

im sorry fr all the wrong doings.

sometimes, im sorry im like this.

sng cte, im sory okay korg ?

yours sincerely ,

aida nur ariza :)

raya friday,

so tonight i would probably conclude that this is the end of the raya shopping.

today bought a pair of shoes at opera , hair clips and a bra.

dh lama x pg ou. bt the sad thing is,

i paid rm50 fr a freaking shoe tht is now 30. dh la sakit. grr. i swear i wont buy shoes there if xde sale.

anyway, going off to penang on the first day. ddk dkat ngn area gurney .

which only means one thing.

food :) heeee

smlm, was sad. nt talking to u fr a day does hurt.

i miss you la kot.

and those things u said to me last night. quite ouch la.

bt im happy we're back to normal now.

you nk break ke?

you nk kne sepak ngn i ke?

eleh. igt i takut ke ngn sepak u.

ala , i tau. u cpat cair ngn i.

mne de. kalau i ngn u , i keras.

-.-"

its tuesday already,

i have tons of work to do.

terasa sgt malas nk buat

terasa cm nk curse sbb bb bodoh ni dh mkn rm10 of my kdt.

lpas tu he wants to play game.

dinner with aya,

berbuka at itallianies. with aya senpai :)

she said, ble sampai malaysia tgk klia terasa cm nk nangis. haha

i wonder if i pg japan and come back here i would feel the same.

we ordered pizza, lasagna and pasta. for the 5 us. danny, aya, jimi, zafar and me. barely finished it.

we were there fr quite a long time. yelah. nk dgr full story about japan frm her.

oh oh, and she bought us food frm japan. sdap :)

choco baby is still the best.

she bought us manjuu. tht thing was like soft. and ble mkn rase cm marshmallow.

and ble mkn terasa high skit. in dan and jimi case laaa.

tp mmg terbaik la you aya. thanks sbb blanja us dinner . you mmg ichiban :)

danny :)

ily :)

angel hair and yummy bread,

kami :)

-.-

choco baby, thanks aya :)

lailatul qadar,

i always want to knw how it feels like to be on that night.

nk kata tahun ni usaha on terawih x jgak. kuat ponteng.

hmm, tapi tahun ni ckp bella nk try doa dpt.

tht would probably what i need the most.

sblum ni x pnah tau canne nk smayang solat hajat sgt.

slama ni ikut org buat kt skolah jek,

rupanye xdelah susah sgt. thanks kpd ustazah yg kt rumah ni :P

hm, adela satu hari tu. hari test. as usual, lepas sahur benkyou.

ttbe terasa cm nk buat solat hajat bfore masuk subuh.

thn masa g skolah tidur kt surau dgr bell ckp ngn bib,

die ckp mlm tu senyap sgt. sblum ni slalu de bunyi cengkerik. tp mlm tu xde bunyi cengkerik lgsg

and panas hari tu even dh kul 12 masih rase cm pg.

she told me all about it . she asked me how was the test.

true, test was quite hard. cant answer it actually.

bt somehow, i didnt feel depressed. felt relaxed.

not like the day before yg i felt like crying jek all the time.

if that is really that night, it was nice.

it it is no. then i guess ill just try harder :)

goro goro,

which means, rolling on your bed doing nothing,

freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

an hour ago i just finished answering my exams. english was the final paper. and as usual it means 10 mins of doing the exam, another 50 to sleep or play around. nyeh.

hmm, probably one of the worst teiki ever. my kanji and grammar was like shit. the one yg i blaja fr lebih thn a week yg i xleh blaja. grrr. rase cm masa terbazir ngn sgt pandai. haish. others are like okay la. except for just now nye shakai. grr. tape aida. benda dh lpas. if you suck pun, it doesnt change a thing. kan? hm, nta la. i just want to enjoy my holiday now.

oh oh, last week buka puasa with najib and lily. there were also dan and hasif. mmg makin hamun ble org secret recepi ckp die terslh booking and there was no place fr us. so kteorg pun pgla itallianies. kt itallianies tu dh la de this guy cm diva gle. and i think he likes my bf -.-

najib x habis2 glak die. haha. mmg patut pun. anyway, best la dpt lpak :)

other than tht, im falling in love with jap songs. ttbe jek. oh oh. and there's this one band, ARASHI, the songs are like so cute. and thanks amira fr being a dear and give me their songs. hee. oh and thanks for the cd . hee

bt the truth is, they look a bit girlish. they look like jap's boyband. the typical one. tapela. janji lagu sdap.