drums,

the very moment im writing this post, my classmates are probably half asleep, doing kanji. hahaha.

yupp, skipped class. cause i need to go to see the doctor fr a checkup. bleck. and right now my stomach is twisting here and there. shit sakit gle. and my head are playing the drums. shit shit shit.

there's a good thing about this, somewhere

i had quite a week. a week that drive me to pure insanity. even a cup of baskin and manhattan fish cant shake this thing away. even my so low marks fr the exams doesnt affect me.

one thing happened and let to others.

just because i dnt wear tudung, i wear skirts, i hold hands with my bf, that does nt mean im the meanest person in the world.

but i probably am to them. they probably look at me, and think "you're going to hell one day"

fine laa. im not that alim. i dnt go to skola agama. i dnt knw much about islam. bt i do knw, that in islam the most important thing is to respect one another. thats the freaking fundamental right? wrong. this people thing, by looking down on others, acting as if they are all that because they know lots about islam. cmon la wyh. you guys lied to ppl. you guys kutuk org sini sana. heck, i know you guys watch porn. that's fucking wrongkn? and fr you guys to tegur org mcm tu is so underrated and so typical melayu. melayu yg otak sempit. xleh survive la korg. you knw wht, yes im evil. but shit, i knw how to respect org okay. and the way korg involve kan someone else that has absolutely no whatsoever relation to us just prove you guys are low. there's this thing called confronting. learn that word. and tgk skrang. pe jadi. korg happy ke ending canni? korg ske tgk kwn korg kena canni? just fr the sake nk bwk org g usrah. who in the end mmg xkn pg pun. hish tolong ar wyh. you guys can do better than this. without creating a mess that in the end i have to handle it alone. wouldnt it be just fucking better you guys just fuck your mouth up?

and that low sucky rempit. aku dh reject kau tu fr a reason. tak payah la ko nk cr masalah ngn org lain. kn skrang kn kau jgak dh susah. nk tgur tu agk2 la. cmon laa. kau x berpelajaran kn? stop habiskn duit kau kt arak ngn judi and start blaja instead.

and pmpuan, kau kn. kalau x masuk campur hal org mmg x sah. you are fucking nobody. things wont get worst if you x pandai2 nk blagak. ee. tolong la ye pmpuan. you're messing with the wrong someone.

right now, all i want to do is run away frm here. frm this disturbance. they can go fucking die if i care. i dnt want to be here in this very small box who judge people without knwing tht person itself. stupid ppl become stupider.

i guess, that's why people kill themselves. they cant stand the world. where humans are destroying humans itself. cannibals

kids nowdays,

it was the usual thursday, hippo day. went in kinda late around 6 smthg. so i saw shin chan and sakura was sleeping on the chairs.

konnichiwa, nani shiteru? (wht are u guys doing?)

nete ru (sleeping)

nete naiiii ( no we're not)

mmg comel sgt. shinchan is 5 years old and sakura is 3 years old. after talking to thm, joined faru and fila who was talking to the moms. so we talk la bout japan and malaysia. guys there sme. yadayada. dieorg mmg mnarik laa as moms. cool gle. and their sisters were drawing at one other corner. then one of them came and sat on me. the she whispered to me that shin chan and sakura is labu-labu. which means lovey dovey. i was like okayyy. sjak ble 2 ekor tu -.- thn few moments later, they rearranged the chair and evrything, and a conduct a "wedding" fr shin chan and sakura. and i saw shin chan and sakura kissed. lips to lips. shocked at first. they sakura came running to me and malu2 explaining tht she kissed tht boy. she's 3 and she cant properly speak , and its japanese. cant understand a thing except shin chan sakura kiss. haha.

and mase bus sampai, fila told us wht she saw. at one corner, shin chan bkak skit his pants, and showed sakura. sakura peeked inside, and i guess out of curiousity she put her hand inside. yes. she did. i knw. i was in shock too. the innocent image of those kids are scattered. bugger.

aaaaaaaaa, tamau pg hippo dh -.-

today marks a year,

that you're offically mine :)

i love you daniel arief. i know we always fight and everything. and yes i hate you sometimes. its a love hate thing. but we're here , fr quite a long time now, probably fr a reason . ily baby.

enough about the mushy stuff. now come the serious stuff.

its wednesday, but i feel like its friday. like the tgi friday nye theme, everyday is friday. haha. bugger. sme sbb habis my sem exams today. ok the listening test sucks. probably most of the paoers i cant really answer. shit i want to commit a suicide. no wonder the suicide rate there is high. *sigh* and this coming sunday there's eju. my god, im going to die. and onomoto said my mats was so bad. bt the bad is still a. so i dnt mind. he's evil . gle la sensei kt ibt ni. bt my eju pnye writing test dpt a. bangga :) bt sadly i was nt picked fr speach *jumping up and down* x yah buang masa nk ckp dpan org ramai psl hantu tetek. haha.

oh, and i miss my ttdi friends. as in malin, miya , ica, najib and lily. korg !!! aku rindu korg ni. mari keluar . bugger exams x dpt keluar ngn dieorg. haishhhh.

......

tday, to celebrate our anni, dan and i g mid. patutnye jmpe malin tp x jd. so we watched prince of persia. i dnt want to watch the movie at first tp cause he complained about keep watching my kind of movie, so shikata ga nai, we watched it. quite ok. i dnt mind starrting at hot bodies and the view. not bad at all.

then we ate teppan. dan ate a mountain of tauge;s. including mine. cuase i hate veggies kt teppan. dinner was nice, and he bought me famous amos. and aween bought me another sbb today is my annivesary. random bt nice. i got 2 cookies . woohoo.

in return, i bought dan baskins. his fav, cookie dough. today is pink day, luckily there's this pink clip kt my bag, so we dpt 2 icecreams fr 1 price. yay! score! haha. then around 8 smthg we panicked. sbb shida is nt returning my calls. and we're supposed to share a cab cause she's alone. panicking, with unfinished shukudai . so we called her like so many times, last2 naik cabb jek. nasib my other housemate is still there , so she tumpang her.

kyou wa naka naka ii hi da yo ne. choukai igai wa.

being a zombie is no fun,

cause tht is wht i am right now. a lifeless zombie. is it redundant? oh well i dnt give a damn.

killers,

today i went on a date!

haha. bunyi cm berzaman jek i didnt go on one. well, if you consider one week is a very long period of a time. then there you go.

so woke up frm a teribble sleep. insects are pratically infesting in my room. im being chased out of room by insects. bugger. and i clean my room every week. hish. so in the end, i slept on the couch at the living room around 2 with bella, my housemate.

anyway, woke up at 9. and get ready sme. went down around 10. waited fr the bus. bt then lbt gle. seriously. whenever im nt riding one there's always one every 5 mins. haish. in the end we naik a cab. dan and me. it was only 10 smthg bt thn mid dh pnuh. gsc xyah ckp la. kalah line gssc ou. bt thankfully i reserved the tickets. took the tickets , withdraw money and went fr bfast at mcd. in a rush. haha.

killers, ashton kutcher and katherine heighl i think. ashton seriously looked so hot and sexy in tht movie. and funny. cte tu serious comel gle. and funny. its about ashton was a profesional assasin, got married to katherine and stop being one. bt then one day, everyone tried to kill him, neighbours, friends sme la. nded up katherine dad's hire ppl to kill him. recomended :)

in the cinema i thought i got the wrong seat, or cinema. bt then this one old pak cik was sitting at our seat. we told him tht tht is our seat. he said it washis seat. then he showed his ticket, his seats was d! ours was e. kesian gle tht pakcik. so he gave us our seats. and while i was swapping seats with dan, i bumped into the drinks and it fell on my seat. it was all wet and yucky. blegh.

after the movie, we went fr window shopping, enter f.o.s and we found winter jackets on sale! haha. after the discount its like 15. so cheap and so nice. dan bought a blazer, and he look so handsome in it. i have a thing with guys and blazers. tht combination cn sometimes turn me on. SOMETIMES. i bought one of this coat and an owl shirt. cute

we wanted to eat teppan , bt the line, migod wyh. mls nk tunggu, and im hungry, went to sushi king and eat. yummy. grabbed a sushi only to realised tht it was rm6. the only sushi i took, and it was rm6. bugger. mahal gle. its sushi king anyway. i ordered rice wih chicken and he ordered tempura with rice. yumyum. then we talked about the guy who made the sushi who keep yelling " meja 12, cpat dieorg tgh lapar tu" repeatedly. and this girl nxt to us muke tgh depressed. haha.

then we went fr a grocery shopping. yes baby, that was totally unromantic of me. sorrreee.

anyway, love the date and love you :)

awesome :)

dancing with myself,

that song is currently in my head. and artie sexy voice singing it. i cant tell wht is so sexy bout artie. the voice probably. and he's adorable. heee.

going back this afternoon. might nt update my blog quite often now. back to the real life where im a zombie. sigh. anyway, this whole week, i spent it on outings. with people. and thn on tv. damn, no more antm and tht indon drama. benci bilang cinta. seriously. comel gle tht cte. i wish i cn watch it :(

sexy artie