i need smthg,

what a boring week.

go back and forth to class mcm zombie. nthg worth studying there nymore. not interested in history of japan. i prefer maths class. at least we get to play games. and damn those presentation. and im getting fatter. yes. 3 dinner in one night. now that is my new record. see wht boredom do to you. you get fat. shittt.

oh, this week , the start of a new year, drama drama drama. sme psl graduation day. im tired getting mad, and cry because im mad. adoyai. nk buat canne kn. dushdush -.-

ohoh, and there this new students. and there is this one guy . he has a bodyguard. BODYGUARD. to class. fucking rich dude la wyh. *muka perak* tp makin lama tgk makin annoyed. aha

watching he's just not that into you. fuck, i want a guy like alex in tht story. it would be so sweet for a guy to see you and says you're my exception. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. *melting inside*

hey ho,

hello old blog, sorry i ditched you for tumblr.

so today i've decided, tumblr is for pics, and this blog is for thoughts :)

i guess that's one of my new year resolution, to keep those two updated. mcm kawin 2 plak kn :P

hmm, i miss writing. too busy to write my thought here before, and now since im free, i'll update you.

let me see, what is worth telling here,

oh oh, i passed my eju. that is examination for entering japanese university. or some sort. all i can say, i worked hard and im proud of it. though , im still a bit shocked, i'll recover :)

ibt is as usual boring, no more new drama. thank god. the only drama i have here is to deal with is how to keep my house clean, evryday. rumah model la kn :P

and yes, im still with daniel arief. a year and a half now. smtimes rase nk bunuh die pn de, rase xnk lpas die pun de. complicated. haha. bt still , im in love with him.

okayyyyy, running out of ideas, nk cari ilham skjap. update later ble dh tau btul2 pe nk tulis -.-"

tumblr,

moved on to tumblr,

bosan dh dkat sini. haha.

ade mase visit eh :D

aidanrariza.tumblr.com

:))

rindu,

ttbe rindu rambut lama yg pjg :(

sing along time,

we booked red box , pavi today at 11. we were there at 12. we were lost and hungry. thankfully we reached there in one piece.

anyway, buffet situ awesome. after we ordered our drinks, i ngn dan sneaked outside and trus g amik food. lapar gle. since we did nt had our bfast. so i pratically took evrythg yg de kt situ. thn when we masuk br amira rachel and jimi amik their foods. i cant remember wht was the first song. bt i knw its a classic, and dan was singing to it. then we sang to justin bieber - baby song. we only remembered the chorus. haha. so we were going oh baby baby baby oh. the entire time. and then we sang fr 3 hours. byk jgak la the songs we sang. few japs songs, english songs, and ade la sesat lg melayu and indon. bt i think yg plg best sme org nyanyi is spice girls- i wanna, way back to love, the aladdin song, angels brought me here, im yours . ade byk lg. bt i cant remember. and we end our karaoke session with whitney houston. mmg terbaik laa. we sang our heart out. and amira and i was jumping on the couch praticall the whole time. best :)

but then, my voice is slowly fading away. nyeh. tape2. nxt time kte karaoke lg eh korg?

and currently addicted to news - chirarizumu. the song was cute. but then the lyrics cm perverted skitla. smthg bout peeking under one's skirt, get horny, and wishing to see more. go figure -.-

mimpi ,

pagi2 lg de mimpi yg menarik n comel. its jst tht. danny baby, jgn marah eh. its just a dream :)

so this dream pnye set konon nye cm bulan puasa.

i was at a crowded restaurant. smwht like ikea i think. thn, i was walking with my friends.

thn this one guy start calling my name and grabbed me by the hand. he said ade org yg die nk i jmpe. so i pn ikut jek la. smpai kt ths one table, ade his friend kot (who looks very very familiar. mcm senior kt ttdi) yg cm tgh malu2. thn he was like look. my friend ni nk sgt jmpe u. he has a crush on you since std 5. i was like biar btul. and somehow tht time i was kind of happy dgr cmtu. like hello. smone since std 5 until now ade a crush on u? amazing. dh la comel lak tu. and somehow we talked like friendly gle. and he promised to see me again at a game ke pe nta.

n ttbe masuk scene lain. where i promise my housemates nk buat steamboat utk buka puasa, siap bincang nk bli pe lak tu. and then ttbe de kt mph kot. i was walkin at the 2nd floor. mcm gayat sbb mcm boleh jatuh. so i decided to jump frm 2 floor to the 1st floor. ngn my roomate, shida. she was like shouting. gle ke nk lompat ke pe. i was like ehh. gayat kot. sbb tu nk lompat. xnk gne tangga. i throw down a plastic bag full of stuff kt bwh n terkena a guy cashier. kesian. haha.

lpas lompat tu, somehow tht guy de kt bwh. i told him everythg bout the jump. he just laughs it off. kteorg pun pg la dkat tpt yg boleh sit down. while walking he was holding my hand. n i did not bother to let go. and i was like sorry x dpt jmpe u last time. the game was cancelled. and then we talked. skali aween called me ckp suruh blk cpat nk masak. i cm hish jap lg blk la. dh la tgh syok ni. then music starts coming out frm the phone. tried tutup tp x boleh. so i took out the batt, and it still bunyi. n ble i nk masukkn blk sim card tercicir. so i was looking for it with him. aww, romantic. haha.

but sygnye, tht was just a dream. hmm. tapelah :)

oh ya, other thn tht dream, i just got my results. i gt no 1 in class fr language. c for politics b for economy, and full marks fr maths :)

esok nk pg karaoke kt pavi ngn dan amira jimi n rachel . yay! :D:D:D

mood raya lari berketempiaran,

this raya is the saddest raya ever in my 19 years history of life.

its decided to blk penang nxt week due to some reasons.

and im stuck at ttdi, this raya. sedih sgt sedih.

usually raya kan, people blk kg kn? i usually have this image. empty malls during raya. a car or 2 on the road. empty parking space. a lot of closed shops. booo. guess where are all the people this year? their own home. or probably merayau mana2. ttdi is way beyond empty. byk jek keta lalu sini sana. harapan nk golek2 ats jln dh musnah. with a neighbour yg psg radio to max volume for i have no idea wht reason. and the shopping complexes. where should i begin? just like any ordinary day of finding a parking at curve or ou. the stores are open. the flea market is still there. the people are there. siap ade datuk n nenek yg mkn kt pappa rich. line kt gsc mmg panjang. and the cinema are full. smpai i have to sit at the 2nd first row. nyeh.

and today i went to golf club. shocking shocking. the pakciks are there playing golf -.-

tsktsktsk. sme dh xde mood raya ke ? :(

vampire sucks boleh tahan. dont watch it if ur into the twilight shit. nnt korg makin hamun lak -.-