hmmmmm,

seriously. im so tired nowdays. i cant rarely focus in class. usually i would be like day dreaming and doodling on my book. dh la duduk plg dpan. menguap cm singa mengaum. class sgt boring. eventhough i got new teachers, i want my dose of iwamatsu sensei. iwamatsu ni fun sbb die suka layan i. haha. cg baru ni x brape sbb die ske tanye laki :O x ske. so sgt bosan. dlm klas kanji cme boleh focus the first 5 minit and the last 10 min kot. haha. and then my test sucks like shit. like seriously. 69 wyh! byk slh bina ayat. bodoh. i thought the test was like on 4th period which is after the onehour eating time, tp skali 3rd period. sempat baca like 5 mins before. just like in my dream. scary. grrr. anyway, yeahh. teruk. no 5 tp. so itu menunjukkn bdak jpa xdela pandai yg org lain sangka. kejam. padahal diri sendiri yg terasa bodoh. so the only student yg pass dlm my class is a private student. bahh. nk pass . tp slh sndiri. sapa suruh x blaja kn? hmm. pastu chiri. which is geog. my god. i have no idea what the teacher is blabbing about. sapa igt masa f1 dulu kte blaja psl gunung lipat tua and gunung lipat muda? and psl tanjung banjaran sme. apparently i do. bt i cme igt yg i x cocentrate and main2 dgn alisha time tu. right now i have to suffer sbb its the same thing bt in japanese. how am i going to understand it in jap when dlm bahasa melayu pn x faham? haishhhhh. i wish i know more about the world. as in general knowledge. which is seriously im lacking of. oh, and next week tukar class baru. haish, mata ne, iya dakedo. xnk masuk class pandai. sbb dieorg genius. terasa lg bodoh nnt. tp just hope sama class ngn dan.

dear god, please give me some strength to go through this, amin :(

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