happiness is overrated,

.....

its nt like you can find them lying on the street alongside the rubbish.

nope. you have to work fr it. or you can sit and wait for it to come.

bt when it comes, dont put your hopes to high darl,

cause its only for a moment,

then the happiness will slowly change into sadness.

....

i don't know why. but the whole concept of happiness brings me down. you'll be laughing so hard one second, and crying like there's no tomorrow the next. sometimes, im scared to be happy. cause i knw it wont last. tsktsk.

frm the drama last night, she says love consist of 99% of tears and 1% of smile. and yet people is still seeking for love. yes the truth hurts. its true. im happy im in love. bt most of the time i'll be crying. but yet, somehow its a routine. i dont think i'll ever get tired with the process.

" love is something that have an end. i want something that is endless "

maybe one day i'll get my endless love?

maybe

......

i had fun today. its fun hanging out with someone that is nt frm ibt fr a change. i need that. i feel so relaxed. i feel like i can be me. somehow i didnt restrain myself. cause i knw you knw how i was back then in school. anyway thanks tman i today. i really appreciated it. and thanks fr remembering me when you went fr your euro trip. i was touched :)