shoe hunt,

its a date0

haha. yeah, dating ngn dan tday. we dont date often. we just do our homework together 0.0

anyway, pg ou. he had a hair cut. its about time. haha. anyway, we ate teppan. yummy. then tgk sherlock homes. omg, seriously a mustwatch. handsome tp tua. judge law handsome. rachel mcadams sgt hot. i envy her so much. o.o lpas tu mkn burger king.mmm. onion is delicious when its onion rings. yumyum. oh and he bought me shoes. ive been looking fr the perfect shoes since ever. thank you :)

hmmmmm,

seriously. im so tired nowdays. i cant rarely focus in class. usually i would be like day dreaming and doodling on my book. dh la duduk plg dpan. menguap cm singa mengaum. class sgt boring. eventhough i got new teachers, i want my dose of iwamatsu sensei. iwamatsu ni fun sbb die suka layan i. haha. cg baru ni x brape sbb die ske tanye laki :O x ske. so sgt bosan. dlm klas kanji cme boleh focus the first 5 minit and the last 10 min kot. haha. and then my test sucks like shit. like seriously. 69 wyh! byk slh bina ayat. bodoh. i thought the test was like on 4th period which is after the onehour eating time, tp skali 3rd period. sempat baca like 5 mins before. just like in my dream. scary. grrr. anyway, yeahh. teruk. no 5 tp. so itu menunjukkn bdak jpa xdela pandai yg org lain sangka. kejam. padahal diri sendiri yg terasa bodoh. so the only student yg pass dlm my class is a private student. bahh. nk pass . tp slh sndiri. sapa suruh x blaja kn? hmm. pastu chiri. which is geog. my god. i have no idea what the teacher is blabbing about. sapa igt masa f1 dulu kte blaja psl gunung lipat tua and gunung lipat muda? and psl tanjung banjaran sme. apparently i do. bt i cme igt yg i x cocentrate and main2 dgn alisha time tu. right now i have to suffer sbb its the same thing bt in japanese. how am i going to understand it in jap when dlm bahasa melayu pn x faham? haishhhhh. i wish i know more about the world. as in general knowledge. which is seriously im lacking of. oh, and next week tukar class baru. haish, mata ne, iya dakedo. xnk masuk class pandai. sbb dieorg genius. terasa lg bodoh nnt. tp just hope sama class ngn dan.

dear god, please give me some strength to go through this, amin :(

:(

alarm clock,

lately im being a lazy bitch. seriously. i have no mood to study. yaru ki ga denai. time chiri i got lost searching for himalaya and rocky mountain or wtv it is. ugh. and my test was like shit. i used to have this dream where i only get 5 mins to study for a test. and thts wht happened just now. i got like around 10 mins to study sbb i thought it was after lunc break. grrr. but somehow x kisah. and then kena mo yomikata kanji today. yomikata dh la sng gle babi. and slh 3. bangang ke x bangang? then my teacher was like worried about me . she says my kanji byk slh. die risau. heck, im worried too. but as usual , aida ni mls nk admit benda canni, so buat alasan bodoh ckp td pg mengantuk. haishhh.

i need a huge alarm clock to wake me up. and i need it fast.

*** i wrote this like a week ago, but only managed to post it now. fuck the internet line here.

byebye 2009,

is it me, or time flies like a rocket around here? scary.

well 2009, is probably a good year. i mean there was a LOT of changes. as in no more school and all. im a friggin grown-up if you think about it. i used to be scared a lot. im still am. you know when you're still in school, you wish you can get out of there? go to class with preety clothes and not those yucky uniform. go out during night time just to hang out with your friends. no more "you have to stay home and study all the time" kind of thing right?

i think im okay now. i dont really ask money from my parents. i worked for it before, i have my savings and i have my scholar money. so all i have to do is manage tht little amount of money. and then, i lived in a hostel. which was scary at first. im used to being in a house, where everything is taken care by mom. now i have to clean my own room *gasps*

2009 did a lot for me. i guess i have to go through 2010 now. idk how hectic it could be or not. but yeah, hello 2010, byebye 2009 :')

hair,

hello 2010, this is my new hair :)

died from excitement,

a hairstylist make news today. a hairstylist in johor*i think* died from excitement in a sex game. orgasm much i guess? so the moral here, dont have sex, if you cant handle the orgasm you're going to get.

or,

dont fall in love. people love the feeling of in love. but there's a hate too. when you love someone so much, you tend to be lovey dovey, extra sensitive and downright emo. so yeah. dont fall in love. or you'll be a loser with capital L and cries a lot. blegh . you dont want tht now dont you?

kankei nai ne? eitooo, gome ne. itsumo hen na koto o iu watashi des. dakara, ki o shinai de kudasai.

friends,

i miss you guys. malinicamiyanajiblilynadia etc.

nk keluar ngn korg. but i knw. bad timing. korg tgh exam :(