essay,

today is going to be a long day. i have an essay to finish, not to mention my geog work. aargh.

my essay's title is tsui shimau koto. your habit. bad ones. bahh. no idea :O

shin neng kai,

first of all, i want to say sorry to lily sbb x dpt jmpe die. im very sorry lily. i'll make it up to u. promise. love u babe :)

anyway today is shin neng kai. its like a new year celebration thingy fr japanese. die mcm yg u guys npk kt tv, where the japanese de festivals and gerai2 sme tu la.

so i went there around 330 after lunch. actually mula2 janji nk pg skjap jek. like right bfore 5 cmtu blk ke pe. hahahaha. npk sgt x. so kteorg sampai2 ternpk lii . die nk blk. so we took her with us bwk g tht thing again. my batch kena help the stalls. so sampai npk la stall afilah. filah rambut br. sgt comel. anyway, dieorg nye place kena byr rm5 if nk dpt fish/ turtles. tp x main la. sbb xnk turtle pun. then g sblahnye. fr 5 u dpt belon yg de air. bosan 0.0 so sugi. dan main yg blg gelung tu. like kalau masuk die dpt. he got wht he wanted. a flask. and 2 jusco beg. worth la jgak rm5. then i payed fr the pistol thingy. you have to jatuhkn the askar or ducky to win it. i suck of course. so i bg dan yg main. dan aim then dpt this huge hamper :D he tried again nk dpt gatsby tp x dpt. tp ok la. rm5 dpt hamper :)) then main bola. masuk dlm petak. all masuk in one box. hancur betul. so dpt saguhati jek-.- pastu jln2. dkat stage de uchimura, my geog teacher. she's playing tht japanese thingy. hontouni subarashii. she's preety fr her age. i took pic with her. later to be uploaded. after that lii sugested we put the hamper kt sensei no heya. sbb pnat nk bwk nnt. jumpa semia on the way. omg he's like the cutest sensei ever. adorable la. he's wearing an elephant tshirt.comel. he's joking around kononye nk curi hamper kteorg. haha.

oh otw g sensei no heya, jmpe this one hall macam arcade. and ade this candy thingy nye machine. i spent more thn rm10 kt situ sbb x puas hati the big thing x jatuh. i even curi kids nye sweets. sbb die lpe amik. haha. tp bg blk ble die cari. and thn ths kid lg sikit nk menang tau, tp coins habis. so i cpat2 amik then menang :D i got the big thing. tp kesian budak tu. sbb die habiskn byk duit. so i share half of the present with him. i just want the kit kat and smiley eraser. hee. oh aween and i mmg addicted ngn benda tu. seriously. bahaya bg kteorg dkat. so dan pratically dragged us out frm there to avoid more money wasting on cheap candy.

lpas tu kteorg cr mknn. bli japanese pancake. mcm sdap. tp blum mkn lg. kjap lg. fr dinner. rm5 each though. mahal sugiru. haha. lpas tu pg rooftop. dkat rooftop dpt free rice ball. woohoo. on the way npk this room. ada a radio station in tht very building! cool. anyway rice ball tu x sdap mana. liat. and my teacher told me every year ade org mati frm eating it. scary.

mls nk sambung cte. pnat dh sampai dh. nk mandi. sy bau busuk. later :)

bentou,

i laughed so much today. probabyly the happiest day of the week yet.

this week i mcm fucked up skit la. emo most of the time, and just plained stress with the work and people here. but today, i laughed. and laughed. reduce the stress. and quite happy in a way. and relaxed.

this morning i had a very weird dream. scary is the another word fr it. in my dream i gaduh ngn bf, get back together, argue in the bus about seats, then the bus left me stranded at my school. and somehow after that im at a theme park. my class pg this one place and the other class went the other. then i met up with fila. ok yg scary nye. i dreamt tht i knw it was a dream and i was like writing it in my blog or smthg. and in my dream, i was like cursing someone sbb my phone bunyi and woke me up frm the dream tht i was in the theme park. few mins later, dan called. he woke me up. frm tht dream. scary.the end.

sme benda cm biasa la tday. tatsumi 3 period today. fun la jgak. sensei tu hot stuff. her number one fan is my bf 0.0 tp sedih sikit sbt kanji byk salah hari ni-.- anyway, agk fun sbb buat ayat2 bodoh -.-

today dan have a fever. kesian tgk die. so i bought him lunch. syak and i g mid. sbb nk beli bentou and takoyaki then blk class trus. today i tension dgn kakak yg jual i bentou tu. i ask her wether my set ni sama x dgn ths one set yg i slalu mkn. die ckp sama. this thing die ckp ayam turns out to be sayur. kejammmmmm. but my bentou comel. bentuk muka kt nasi tu. i'll post the pic if my phone is not broken and the phone im using happens to have a bluetooth. bt sadly no. bt tape la. bout the bentou. i curi dan nye ayam anyway. i love ayam :D and dpt my takoyaki unagi today. woohoo!

anyway some of the words yg funny today dlm klas.

"the rain is falling so hard like its the end of the world"

there's ths thing in japan, they say " i like (entertheperson'snameyouhaveacrushon) so much tht i want to eat him" bt then, dan ckp "bt teacher, im malay we say; we like someone so much we want to bite him/her) 0.0

oh, and hari ni bus brake rosak. the driver pun tatau. he found out ble he langgar this myvi. so we have to wait fr this another bus yg dtg 630. smeorg tgh cursing the myvi lady sbb die kte lbt blk. my senpai buat conclusin yg d girl bwk myvi tu desperate nk khawin, so die saje brake kereta die bg kena langgar. pastu nk ngorat2 abg driver tu. hahahahahahaha.

mlm ni, x lepak ngn dan . he went to spinky and go play play the dota with his gay buddy. so lepas ni im going to aween's room plak. sp buhbye :)

pms,

bahh, nape la guys have their own pms. sometimes it occurs to me that they have some of our hormones something and somehow it stays there with them. or is it their big fat ego? i mean its okay fr girls to get all pissy some time of the month. i mean not entirely ok la. but we have the pms to blame on! but then guys get pissed off the whole entire time. penat dh sometimes nk melayan kerenah u tu. dh la cpat marah. ble marah x boleh bla lak tu. mcm nk buat announcment kt sme org "look at me people, im being really pissed off" woohoo. good fr u. can i have one simple thing in life ? just one. pleasee.

今はね。。一人でいるの方がましだよね。

shoe hunt,

its a date0

haha. yeah, dating ngn dan tday. we dont date often. we just do our homework together 0.0

anyway, pg ou. he had a hair cut. its about time. haha. anyway, we ate teppan. yummy. then tgk sherlock homes. omg, seriously a mustwatch. handsome tp tua. judge law handsome. rachel mcadams sgt hot. i envy her so much. o.o lpas tu mkn burger king.mmm. onion is delicious when its onion rings. yumyum. oh and he bought me shoes. ive been looking fr the perfect shoes since ever. thank you :)

hmmmmm,

seriously. im so tired nowdays. i cant rarely focus in class. usually i would be like day dreaming and doodling on my book. dh la duduk plg dpan. menguap cm singa mengaum. class sgt boring. eventhough i got new teachers, i want my dose of iwamatsu sensei. iwamatsu ni fun sbb die suka layan i. haha. cg baru ni x brape sbb die ske tanye laki :O x ske. so sgt bosan. dlm klas kanji cme boleh focus the first 5 minit and the last 10 min kot. haha. and then my test sucks like shit. like seriously. 69 wyh! byk slh bina ayat. bodoh. i thought the test was like on 4th period which is after the onehour eating time, tp skali 3rd period. sempat baca like 5 mins before. just like in my dream. scary. grrr. anyway, yeahh. teruk. no 5 tp. so itu menunjukkn bdak jpa xdela pandai yg org lain sangka. kejam. padahal diri sendiri yg terasa bodoh. so the only student yg pass dlm my class is a private student. bahh. nk pass . tp slh sndiri. sapa suruh x blaja kn? hmm. pastu chiri. which is geog. my god. i have no idea what the teacher is blabbing about. sapa igt masa f1 dulu kte blaja psl gunung lipat tua and gunung lipat muda? and psl tanjung banjaran sme. apparently i do. bt i cme igt yg i x cocentrate and main2 dgn alisha time tu. right now i have to suffer sbb its the same thing bt in japanese. how am i going to understand it in jap when dlm bahasa melayu pn x faham? haishhhhh. i wish i know more about the world. as in general knowledge. which is seriously im lacking of. oh, and next week tukar class baru. haish, mata ne, iya dakedo. xnk masuk class pandai. sbb dieorg genius. terasa lg bodoh nnt. tp just hope sama class ngn dan.

dear god, please give me some strength to go through this, amin :(

:(

alarm clock,

lately im being a lazy bitch. seriously. i have no mood to study. yaru ki ga denai. time chiri i got lost searching for himalaya and rocky mountain or wtv it is. ugh. and my test was like shit. i used to have this dream where i only get 5 mins to study for a test. and thts wht happened just now. i got like around 10 mins to study sbb i thought it was after lunc break. grrr. but somehow x kisah. and then kena mo yomikata kanji today. yomikata dh la sng gle babi. and slh 3. bangang ke x bangang? then my teacher was like worried about me . she says my kanji byk slh. die risau. heck, im worried too. but as usual , aida ni mls nk admit benda canni, so buat alasan bodoh ckp td pg mengantuk. haishhh.

i need a huge alarm clock to wake me up. and i need it fast.

*** i wrote this like a week ago, but only managed to post it now. fuck the internet line here.