damn parking

i failed my jpj test. AGAIN. shockingly its the damn parking.

i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. it is damn obvious i suck when it comes to parking a car. that i had figure out. this time, i think my mistake was my car was straight. bt its at the right side. eep. thats the wrong side to be on. so i was like okayy, straighten the car and move to left. i did what i possibly think is possible la. but the damn jpj lady, maimunah or smthg was so freaking pissed im doing so. i was like, wth bitch. its my fucking jpj test, would you just fuck off until i actually finished doing so? anyway, i didnt even felt good today. im sick, go figure. the guy who drives the damn van made me sicker. i feel like throwing up the whole time. and with the lady yelling at me, it aint going to do me any good. soo, i was so frustrated i was like, oh fuck it. i know i somehow cant go out of the parking, might as well just fail. my leg was shivering the whole time, thats why i had some trouble letting go of the clutch. i was so pissed at myself, and the lady. i actually pressed accelerator and run down the 'palang'. might as well do some damage to the car right? so, yeah. thats thw whole story why i fail. and the lady was like. "kamu buat pe tadi? parking ke pe? rasanya kalau saya bagi kamu stgh jam pun x habis lg" . oh, fuck off bitch.

p.s. i wont park my car ever.